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The morning soon arrived and Y/n had plans of killing Seokjin and Eun before she even thought of killing Namjoon. This bitch had some real guts; in a world where she did not even belong, she was planning on killing the ruler of that world. Waking up and sitting on her bed, she remembered what she had to do.

The previous night after she came back to the main house, she had a talk with Seokjin and Eun about the plan and Y/n could easily tell that these two had no knowledge about the manuscripts or the dagger which was the only weapon that could kill Namjoon. She realized how basic their idea was and with this, they could go nowhere and killing Namjoon, well it would be like a level one try to kill him. She, of course, did not disclose to Seokjin and Eun about the dagger that she found for obvious reasons, and also she had some other plans in her head.

Seokjin gave her a tiny bottle that had some poison which he found somewhere and believed that it would be enough to kill 'The Namjoon'; they forgot how he was an immortal being and nothing would be able to end him except but for the special weapon that she had found. Seokjin wanted Y/n to kill Namjoon and therefore he had given her the poison and asked her to pour it into his dinner when he returns home. Y/n very well understood what Seokjin was trying to do; he wanted to frame Y/n for killing their god so that he would not get hated on by the people of the tribe for killing Namjoon and also, it would be easier to kill Y/n and Jungkook. He feared that if he got caught for killing Namjoon, the entire community would hate him and might even kill him but if it was Y/n, he did not have to worry about getting his hands dirty by killing her or Jungkook; the people of the tribe would handle it. This was the only reason why Y/n knew that Namjoon was far way better than Seokjin and that Namjoon was the right person for the throne and not his ill minded brother.

As she was sitting on her bed, she could hear some sort of commotion that was going on outside the main house. Getting up to walk to the window and see what the matter was, she heard someone unlock her bedroom door. Thinking that it would be Eun, she did not even bother turning around and seeing who it was. She stood in front of the window while looking out at the mass in front of the house. She did not have any idea why the tribe was gathered up in front of the main house; few of them were shedding tears while few were extremely furious. When some good minutes passed and she still did not hear anyone speak, she turned around to see who it was that entered her room and well, she was wrong when she thought it was Eun; it was Namjoon who had already returned.

"What are you doing here and when did you return?" Y/n questioned.

"Hoseok is dead." Namjoon stated.

Y/n was kind of taken aback by the sudden statement that he made and also, she did not understand why he had to come into her room to tell her that Hoseok was dead.

"So? What am I supposed to do with that information?" Y/n boldly questioned Namjoon.

"I- I just wanted to tell you that I am really sorry for whatever I did-"

"Namjoon please shut your crap! I literally am in no mood to talk to you just as I wake up and that too about all that you have done to me. Please leave my room, I hav-" Y/n did not want to listen to anything that Namjoon had to say but she was cut off by him as he walked towards her and stood just a few inches away from her. "What do you think you are doing?"

"See, let me speak, and please don't interrupt in between." Namjoon spoke while looking at Y/n with eyes that held pain. "So, yesterday I lost my best friend. Hoseok was not just the tribe's hope but also a very jolly person that was loved by all and to me- well- he was my best friend; my brother actually. I loved him more than anyone else in this tribe; he was the one that I looked up to whenever I faced any difficulty. He- he was always there for me; to guide me, to show me the right path to choose so that the community lives happily. You can say that he was like a supporting pillar that I had and now that I- I lost him, I do feel what you might have gone through when- when I- I killed yo- your brother and your entire family. I know it is foolish of me to even think that you can ever forgive me but trust me Y/n, this time I won't be selfish. I won't ask for your forgiveness but all I want you to know is that I really am sorry." Namjoon spoke while looking down at his feet. He obviously did not have the courage to look into Y/n's eyes for he loved her deeply and his heart would hurt seeing her broken state; he knew that she was crying.

Y/n did not understand what made her cry; she could feel the unbearable pain that was rising in her chest. She knew what Namjoon was going through right at that moment; she could feel him but there was no way in this whole motherfucking universe that she was going to forgive him.

"Are you done?" Y/n asked; her voice was broken which clearly indicated that she was crying and that is when Namjoon looked up.

They both held their intense gaze on each other for a good minute before Namjoon slowly walked closer to her and kissed her ever so gently. Y/n neither expected that to happen nor she did kiss him back; she totally froze at her spot just as his lips touched hers. Namjoon of course did not kiss her for long as he understood that she was not going to kiss him back and therefore pulled away after a few seconds.

"The people are furious and are preparing for a war against the entire farmer's community out there. I don't think I would be able to stop them and therefore we are leaving just after lunch. I don't know when we will return or how the war would go bu-"

"Mhm, I believe you don't have to go to the war or whatever." Y/n spoke.

"What do you mean?" Namjoon asked while furrowing his eyebrows in confusion.

"Nothing! I think you should leave now." Y/n said while making an annoyed face at Namjoon and he immediately got the hint that she does not want him to be present in her room anymore.

Namjoon surely was hurt by her words but he deserved all the hate from her. After the hell that he had made her go through, he knew that he did not deserve the bare minimum respect or love from her and he was okay with that.

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