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FORTY-EIGHT

"So tell me Y/n, what would you like to eat? Although it's literally midnight, Namjoon still wants you to eat something even if you don't want to. What should I get you?" Eun asked.

"What do you mean by 'even if I don't want to'? If I don't want to, I would not do that thing no matter wh-" Y/n was replying back but Eun cut her mid-sentence.

"This is Namjoon's world dear; we do what he wants us to do. So tell me, what should I bring you?"

"Anything that's healthy and edible for me." Y/n said while avoiding the argument that she could have got into with Eun. She did not, of course, like it when someone tried to control her life; fuck someone, she did not even let her parents have control over her personal things but she knew that the case was different here.

"Okay! I'll get you something good to eat; just give me twenty minutes and I'll be back." with that said, Eun walked out of the room while closing the huge steel door behind her.

Y/n laid her exhausted body on the bed while a long sigh escaped her mouth. 'I have to get used to this shit for time being, ugh!' she thought. It was just a few hours of her being with Namjoon and she had already started to feel suffocated and depressed. She had to stay strong, not physically but mentally and emotionally but it was becoming difficult for her. She knew that no matter how strong she grew, she will always be equal to rat in front of Namjoon and the only way to defeat him was if she could come up with some strong plan to demolish this filthy empire that he has built.

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Waking up to the sound of some kids yelling and laughing, Y/n sat on the king-sized bed while holding her head and groaning in annoyance that she had to wake up early; the time was eleven in the morning. As she looked at the clock kept just beside her bed, she rolled her eyes seeing the time, and laid face down on the bed to get some more sleep. As she was almost at the edge of slipping into her dreamland where she and Jungkook were getting married, she heard the door open and immediately knew that there was no way on earth that she could go back to sleep.

"Good morning, baby. Did you sleep well?" Namjoon asked as he entered the room with a tray full of fruits, a sandwich, and a glass of juice.

Y/n obviously did not reply; she did not like seeing his face and greeting him first in the morning was the last thing that she wanted. Without paying any attention to him, she just turned to her side and closed her eyes while trying to fall asleep again.

"Ah, how mannerless! Do you not know that you should greet people back when they greet you?" Namjoon spoke as he kept the tray beside her on the bed.

"I know! I do greet people back but you- you mean nothing to me and therefore, I don't bother greeting you." Y/n replied while staring directly at him and of course he was kind of taken aback by her response; he did not expect that.

"Mhm, I can see that. Anyway, have your breakfast."

"Why are you here? Where is Eun?" Y/n asked while knitting her eyebrows together. Eun was the only person that she felt like she could trust. Eun was Taehyung's best friend and she believed that Eun would never harm her.

"She will come but I wanted to be the first person that you see when you wake up-"

"So that you could ruin my mood." Y/n finished.

"Ouch, that hurt!" Namjoon dramatically spoke while keeping his right hand on his chest and chuckling a bit.

Y/n was quite surprised by his behaviour. She never thought that he could have a dramatic side of him and the way he chuckled, well it was quite different from the other times when small laughs would escape his mouth; it was more of a playful and friendly chuckle.

"NAMJOONSSI! Can you come down and play with us for a while?" a kid that was playing on the ground outside the house called for Namjoon when he spotted him near the window of Y/n's bedroom. "Yes, yes! Just a few minutes and I will be there!" Namjoon replied back.

Y/n could hear the kids cheering when Namjoon said that he will be joining them soon. Peeking down through the window just beside her bed, she saw the children that were playing. They seemed to be happy and so did Namjoon. That motherfucker was smiling while looking at the kids playing and it took Y/n off-guard. His smile- damn! He looked so ethereal while he genuinely smiled; she believed that he was in a good mood that day.

"I'll leave now. Eat well and take proper rest; I'll visit later." with that said, Namjoon left the room after lightly patting Y/n's cheeks. Oh, how she wished for him to never return.

After contemplating for long, she had the breakfast that Namjoon brought for her. She would lie if she said that the food was not delicious and she wondered who could have made it.

'Namjoon? Naah!'

"Are you done?" Y/n saw Eun walk into her room.

"Just started!" Y/n replied. "I thought you wouldn't come."

"Why? I am actually asked by Namjoon to make you feel comfortable here, so I have to visit." Eun said while passing Y/n a small smile.

"Mhm! He seemed to be in a good mood today." Y/n stated and "He almost always is." Eun commented.

"Huh!? Surprising!" it was surprising to Y/n how Eun said that with such a neutral expression and tone as if it was true. Of course, it was true but for Y/n, the case was different. "Are you kidding me? Haah- a murderer being in a good mood always. Although you might not be wrong; killing people must be giving him satisfaction, isn't it?"

"Huh, a murder? I know he kills humans for survival but it is what it is Y/n. I know it is not easy for you to handle all these but trust me he is a very good man and all that he does is for us; for our survival and I think you should respect that." Eun replied while Y/n widened her eyes in surprise.

'She really meant all these? I thought she was like Taehyung; the one that hated all these.'

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