Higher power - Lando Norris

28. One way or another

I walked to the kitchen leaving Lando behind in the living room,  I put my hands in my hair. This was way too much right now, how could Max be so angry about just a boy I liked. Lando also had some explaining to do but I though it was sweet he didn't leave Max to me alone, he had my back. Lando walked in and laid his hands on my shoulders and I felt his breath in my neck, "don't Lando, not now". He sighed "I should have told you about her but I didn't knew how fast we were moving with 'us'", he points between us and I look at him with a bit of annoyed face. "I know, you don't have to tell me everything. I'm just done with Max behaving like a three year old" Lando lets out a breathy laugh "I think he just wants to protect you and he has every right to do that. I also never like boys who come close with my sisters, they are never good enough for them" I stood with my back to the kitchen corner and gave Lando a small smile "he will turn around I hope, he just looses his temper quickly". Lando nods and walks up to me, "he will turn around, don't worry to much". He kisses my forehead and walks to the living room giving me some space to think about the whole situation. I sit onto the corner and grab my phone, I decide to give Max a little message, hoping it would fix a lot.

Nina 

Hey Max, hopefully you made it home safe.

Can you come over tomorrow, we could go on a walk?

And talk it out.....

I decide to leave my phone in the kitchen because I didn't want to only care about looking at my phone to see if he responded or not. I walk to the couch and cuddle up against Lando, he was on his phone and he just let me look without being careful. My last relationship, my ex never let me look on his phone so it was different but nice. We watched some memes about Lando, Daniel and Carlos, we were in tears in two minutes of laughing. It felt nice to feel a bit happier again, it was the first time I had a good laugh after my moms passing and it didn't feel wrong or disrespectful to laugh with Lando. He was a good boy and he would stick by my side, I hoped because I really liked him more with every day passing by. "I missed you a lot, Lando" he stroked my hair "I missed you too, sunshine". I hugged him a little tighter and laid my head on his shoulder to look up at him, he pecked my lips and smiled at me. "How are you feeling right now?" he suddenly asks, I wasn't ready for this question. "Well, right now I feel at peace with everything. I still feel the pain but it is a bit less since today and I have a feeling I will survive with some help from here and heaven" he nods and kisses my forehead, "I will try my hardest to be there for you, always" I hum in respons "I know".

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I wake up with a strong arm around me, I slept okay this night and it felt like I just drank 4 coffees. I felt rested and at peace with everything. I knew it would return, all the sleepless nights and the never ending pain but for now I enjoyed the morning with Lando. I try to get rid of his arm but he just holds me tight against him, "stay" he suddenly says with a sleepy voice, I melted he has the cutest sleepy voice so I turned around and faced a sleepy Lando. "good morning" I whisper while going with one hand through his hair, "good morning" he spoke, while hugging me tighter around the waist. I giggle because of his warm breath in my neck, "Lando that tickles" he lets out a sleepy laugh "so your neck is your soft spot" , he starts to kiss my neck bit by bit. "LaNDO, FUck Off" I try to push him away but his grip is really strong, "Lando, not funny!" I start to scream and try to search for air, he laughs his ass off but I'm just a bit fake annoyed. "you are annoying" I say with not a serious face. 

I finally get out of his grip and sprint out of the bed and stay just far enough away of the bed so Lando can't grab my hand or leg, "this is your own fault", I walk out of the room giggling. I hear Lando scream "come back here bitch" I turn around and stand in the doorway, "what did you call me?" I say with a smirk. "I said your a bitch" he gets up from my bed and walks to me. "don't act like you don't like it doll" my cheeks turn bright red, I liked the way he was talking right now but I was way to innocent for this. He pushed me against the doorpost and his hands goes around my throat. He pecks my lips, smiling to me and walks back to the bed. I couldn't speak anymore and walked quickly to the bathroom, 'what the hell just happened' I think to myself, I look in the mirror and touch my throat. I liked the feeling but it was also scary as fuck,  I didn't knew what to do next so I decide to drop it for a while and take a shower. 

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Because we reached 5k here is an extra chapter this week, I know my posting schedule is fucked but I'm still trying ... this weekend I'm free so I will try to make a lot of drafts......

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