Songs For The Soul (Jenlisa Oneshots)

This is what couples do

They love

They promise

They comprimise

They fight

They surrender

They seperate

However, Lisa's and Jennie's marriage is near to be forgotten.

The brunette silently pushed the paper towards her soon to be ex wife. Both face are red and knuckles white. Two defeated hearts decided to split.

"All the properties you bought will be under your name. This house, the condo, the SUV and the beach house at Florida." The brunette stated with a straight face. Suppressing herself to cry.

"I don't want to sign this" Lisa's response made her to complain.

"And I don't want to continue our relationship either" she said, poisonous. Bit by bit killing Lisa.

"I don't see any reasons for us to get divorced." Lisa insisted, her teeth clashing.

"Open your eyes and be true to yourself. We're not understanding each other anymore. We barely have time together. And when we have we do nothing but argue. I'm tired Lisa, I...don't feel happy" Jennie confessed. And who is Lisa to stop her from being free. She is just her soon to be ex wife.

"I'll sign it, in one condition" Lisa murmured, Jennie's eyes flickered anxiously.

"What is it" she spoke calmly

"I want you to listen every word I say for the next 5 minutes" Jennie didn't understand why, but she nodded.

"I'm sorry, if I ever made you feel unloved. Whenever I'm at work and can't update you back. I'm sorry for failing you. I shouldn't made promises I couldn't keep. I'm sorry for not being with you in your darkest times, I tried to overcome mine but I can't. I'm sorry if we argue everytime, I did my best to control the anger issues I just found out months ago. I'm sorry for lying to you, because Jennie. Whenever I'm gone...or can't be reach. I was with my doctor. That time our relationship is already tainted. And I noticed changes in myself. So I wanted to fix that...to show you I can be better. Yet me being secretive lead us to this.

I just wanted you to know that I never stopped loving you, wanting you and I think about you every day. Every second that it became a habit of mine to overthink. Even the simplest things I made them complicated. Then I thought...I was healing. But I'm fooling myself, how can I heal when everytime I create wounds.

Wounds that made us bleed till now. As much as I want to hold on and choose to be hurt instead. I wouldn't want you to suffer with me. Jennie...what I want is for you to promise me. That after this, you'll focus on yourself, your dreams..our dreams that we can't fulfill. And find genuine happiness somewhere...or maybe in someone. As long as it makes you happy." Lisa didn't realized the tears cascading down until it marked the papers. Shaking, she took the pen and signed it.

The brunette silently observed her, with a maimed heart. She stared at the paper before leaving the house. Not glancing back at the latter. Her tears came down when exits.

Can she really live without Lisa beside her?

Can she really survive without loving Lisa?

Questions rambled in her mind, making it hard for her to fully escape.

But then she remembered a line from her vows

"Even if the world runs down, It will be by your side I'll choose stay."

Her mouth slightly parted as she shut herself from crying out loud. She torn the piece of paper and crumbled it. Running back to Lisa's arm. She doesn't have to wait, because even before she knocks. The blonde opened the door, both expressed regrets. "Lili" Jennie launched herself on Lisa and the latter secured her by holding her waist and back. Burying her face on Jennie's shoulders. There she burn like candle, melting because of lover's heat.

While Jennie grip on her neck and kissing her head repeatedly. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry.. I won't leave....I love you so much" she murmured while crying.

This is what couples do

They remember why they love each other

They remember why they're committeed

They realize

They apologize for their own mistakes

They forgive

They return to each other's arms