Songs For The Soul (Jenlisa Oneshots)

1 out of 3 (Hyacinth)

Finale

Jennie's Pov

"You're spacing out" my lips curled in a smile, hearing a familiar voice behind me. I cranked my head on my left, seeing my bestfriend Lili staring at me as if the world gave up on me. Well, there's a truth on that. After all the things happened, I don't know what's life anymore. "Any news about her?" I hopefully inquired. She shook her head in disappoint. I felt a pang in my chest, 5 years. 5 long years of wishing for her to comeback. I deserve the suffering, I deserve to be miserable. I failed to give her the lover that she deserves. Now she's gone and nowhere to find. But I hold on, to the love I was about to express.

Flashback

The shoot for the new magazine cover just finished half an hour ago. I'm fixing my bag and preparing to leave. My phone vibrated, voluntarily my lips smile when I saw Lisa and I's picture. This is my favorite wallpaper so far. I will lie if tell that I wasn't expecting her messages. I do, but it wasn't hers. It's from her sister, from my ex-liz. My brows furrowed when I read that she's here. I looked around and there I saw her, with hands inside her slack's pocket. I wonder what she's doing here. It's been a while since I talked to her.

She went to me, looking nervous and all. I was confused. "Jen, I...want to say sorry for everything I've done. I was wrong, I was blinded by honor. I didn't realize that I was losing you. But please believe me when I say I love. And I will continue loving you. Jennie I wasn't the most perfect person, but I want to prove myself to you. That I can be better, please give us another chane. Baby, let's start fresh...this time stronger. I promise to care of you, to be with you-" My confusion is growing so I subtly stopped her. I became anxious when I noticed the staff forming a circle around us. What the hell is happening.

"Liz? What going on?" I blabbed, my eyes widen when she kneeled before me. The team gasped, Lalice Manoban the heiress of a multi-billion company proposing. It will surely shock people. "Liz, what are you doing, please stand up". I said above whispers. I can see in her eyes how regretful and sorry she is. She is determine to win me back. How can I tell her that someone already won? How can I tell her that her sister Lisa is the one I truly love? I know I' stupid and ridiculous to fall in love with the both of them. However, it was clearer now. I don't deserve them...

"Please jen, just one chance. I will not ruined everything again." Her tears streamed down. My hand went to my chest, what am I supposed to say?what will I do. I bit my lip, the people anticipating my answer. It pressured me, it suffocated me. "Yes" I murmured. I agreed, to not embarrassed her in front of them. Then I will tell her the truth later. It doesn't matter if she'll get angry, the important thing now is to get over this. The smile on her face made me guiltier. She finally stood up, I was about to ask for us to go home but she kissed me. She kissed me passionately.

Then a heard something fell. It wasn't only the bouquet of Marigolds, but her truth and heart. Lisa saw it, her eyes glistened. I stepped forward "No need..." her voice croaked. When she turned back I run to her, grabbing her arm for her to face me. Her eyes shows it all, how I pained her. "Please hear me out" I begged. "Explanation is useless. You already shoved it on my face" she spat. My heart shattered, it's pieces washed on the shore of misery.

She run, I chased her. But she was fast, she gone by the wind. I called her thousands of times, I went to her apartment, to their house, to her favorite place which is on the hills. I checked her favorite bars, I contacted her friends. She wasn't there, she wasn't anywhere near. I pleaded my father to help me find her, we checked all flights. Still no trace of her. Her family is doing their best too, at one point they blame themselves for raising Lisa as an independent. They told me she could live without the help of any of them. That she has enough to live for centuries. I thought they exaggerated, but they didn't. Lisa proved it by hiding, they think she uses her assets for us not to find her.

The first 2 years without her, I barely live. I miss her everyday. The most painful part is I can only stare at our pictures. I ended everything I had with Liz after a week after Lisa left. She let me go, and apologized over and over. She shouldn't do that, because I was the one who's at fault. I'm responsible for my stupid decisions. How unfair it is that their family still accepted and forgave me.

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Three more years passed and still nothing. She's probably happy and settled now. That's my biggest nightmare. But who I am to prevent her from being happy. I just want to see her again, to know she's safe and sound.

"Jen" I jolted at my seat when Lili suddenly spoke. "What is it?" I asked, she looks tensed.

"She's back..." I know who she is referring too, I stood up, waiting for her next words. "She's in the mansion" I didn't waste more time, both of us rushed to our cars. I was laughing and crying at the same time while driving. She's finally here, I'll see her! Though I'm still not prepare for what's waiting, I'm glad she found her way back home.

I parked my car, carried my bags and run inside the Manoban's. Chatters can be heard from the enormous living room. The maids and butlers wiping their eyes. I saw Mr. Manoban crying on the side with...Liz. She's the first one to see me, then I followed her gaze. "Lili" I felt my bestfriend froze behind me. There she is, Lisa smiling widely while hugging her sobbing mother. Her hair longer and blonde, she gained more weight and became taller.

I was entranced that I stayed there, the youngest run to hugged her sister. It was an heartwarming scene. The family hugged each other. My lips quivers when her eyes met mine. Her smile slowly fell, she looked back to her parents and whispered something. My heart stumps when I saw her walking towards me.

"Hi" she gave me a small wave. I have no words. She is standing before me, looking happy. She greeted me as if I didn't do anything wrong. She is too good to be true.

"You can hug me if you want" she spread her arms. I blinked several times before her words sunk it. "My arms are getting tired" she complained. I melted in her touch, her is cloud-9. I can't hold back anymore and sob hardly agaisn't her. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry forgive me. I'm sorry" I repeatedly said. Hugging her tightly, my face buried on her neck. I was a mess under her.

"Sshhh, it's okay. I know everything now." She soothed my back and kissed my temple. "I love you baby, do you feel the same?" she whispered on my ears. I bob my head, still clinging onto her. "I do, I love you. I love you more than anything."

"Then accept this" we broke our embrace as I watch her get something behind her back. My mouth run dry when she revealed there different flowers.

"Purple hyacinth, for forgiveness" she handed me it.

"Daffodils, for new begginings" I cried even more, she is too.

"And Gypsophila, foe everlasting love"

As the last flower rested on my hand, I crushed my lips on to her. She's not only 1 out 3, out of a million. She is 1 in a lifetime.