I wasn't perfect
But someone made me feel loved
I wasn't good
But someone made me better
I lack at everything
But someone made me complete
I'm not pretty
But someone made me feel beautiful
I rarely trust
But someone made me believe
It all went down the drain when I learned that it was all a lie. It hurts more to know that she broke me with someone we're very close too. I knew I wasn't the one for her, the second I saw them being intimate. But I don't think I deserved it, no one deserves to be cheated on.
Why did you do it?
I was...tempted
Because of it, everything we had was thrown. My knuckles turned white, I can still vividly describe what the scene looked like. My stomach wants to turn, I want to puke.
With our friend? My bestfriend Lisa!?
I'm sorry...
I huffed sarcastically, I was just at work. Not knowing that down the street at my unit, at our bedroom. They tainted my bed with betrayal.
Where did I go wrong?
Am I not enough?
Don't I satisfy you!?
I spat, my teeth clashing out of disgust. She didn't answered. Releasing mg curled fist I slammed the cabinet open. The person who build me, destroyed me...how Ironic. I grab her clothes and tossed it to her. Not harshly, but quick. Not an inch she moved, she only watch me. Then we stood there in silence. Smokes of loathing flaring from my nostrils.
I want you out of my life
Thank you for the 5 years
Her eyes bored at me, as if she's telling me to change my mind. I will not, I love her but not this blindly. The scars in me was cut freshly. I didn't wait for her to speak and forced her to go.
I wasn't perfect
And she slapped that to my face
I wasn't good
Cleary she showed me that
I lack at everything
That's why she found another
I'm not pretty
It appeared before her eyes
I rarely trust
Because she is unfaithful
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Songs For The Soul (Jenlisa Oneshots)
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