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Let me, my love

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Let me, my love

To own you, just for once

Let me, my love

Show what I have for your

Let me, my love

Tell the world I love you

Let  me, my love

Be your beginning and middle

Let me, my love

To be your end?

I'm a fool to everything except for what I feel for her. I'm ignorant of whatever there is, but not for the I love felt for her. I am hesitant to every decision, but assure when it comes to her.

I never want to question what we have, but I can't help but to. We were two hearts and minds conquered by unclear signals. I helplessly died at her waves, it drowned me and never brought me back to shore.

But I guess that's just how it works. Maybe I'm the only one who hopes for chances, the blind who's seeking to see a glimpse of the possibility.

And she was the blind who overlooks what she have infront of her. Loving her was like having a rope tied around your neck, strangling till your last teardrop. Yet loving her is also an answer to prayer, because she awakens me to a beautiful and poisonous love.

I looked up and let her glorious unfold. My start has reached its destination and become the brightest, I am proud of her. I took out my phone, capturing her beauty in secret.

In the Philippines, I am home again. My love, I am back. I smiled bitterly realizing that we were nothing, to begin with. I did try, but I think we weren't for each other. I am for her, but she isn't for me.

From: 💫

Where are you? All of them are here now.

To: 💫

Be there at 10

From: 💫

Be quick, drive safe. I love you.

I let out a soft laugh, she's so bossy, and I am willing to be ordered. I stared too long at the end of her message. How could she say that so easily? How can accept it without falling deeper?

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