Songs For The Soul (Jenlisa Oneshots)

Let Go

"Hi"  I turned to the person who spoke. Lisa welcomed me with his infamous bright smile. I searched for my fingers, to fiddle with it. Easing the growing nervousness inside me.

"The sea looks calm today" she stated, my eyes diverted away from her to the majestic view before her. The orange hues of the sun painted the clear blue ocean, it was a beautiful sign of the end.

"But beneath it lies the pressure" I reciprocated sadly. I heard her sighed. I felt her hand rested on the top of mine, tracing patterns over my skin. I shivered under her  touch.

"And in it's depth is darkness" I continued, tears stung my eyes as they formed. I flinched when her fingers held my chin and made me look at her.

"But it doesn't mean it's not beautiful" my tear cascade at her words. "I'm scared" I confessed, her eyes mirrored my pain.

"I'm scared too, but there will be no more pain if you let go" she caressed my face. I leaned on her hand, savoring the moment.

"I can't let you go, I need you with me" I cried, sobbing agaisn't her palm. "Oh baby, I'll always be with you" she murmured, and my heart wailed. She scooted closer to me, she placed my head on her shoulder. I instantly melt over the soft material of her green cardigan.

"Will you sing for me" I mumbled, she begun humming while rubbing my shoulders.

You and I cannot hide
The love we feel inside
The words we need to say

I feel that I have always walked alone
But now that you're here with me
There'll always be a place that I can go

Suddenly our destiny has started to unfold

When you're next to me
I can see the greatest story love has ever told

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you

I always thought the love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch
I realize that I found my place in heaven by your side

I could fly when you smile
I'd walk a thousand miles
To hear you call my name

Now that I have finally found the one
Who will be there for me eternally
My everlasting sun

Suddenly our destiny has started to unfold

When you're next to me
I can see the greatest story love has ever told

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you

I always thought the love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch
I realize that I found my place in heaven by your side

That I've found my place in heaven by your side

Heaven by your side
Heaven by your side
Heaven by your side

And when you're next to me
I can see the greatest story love has ever told

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel
How can it be true
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you

I always thought the love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch
I realize that I found my place in heaven by your side

Now my life is blessed with the love of an angel (heaven by your side)
Somebody who keep the dream alive (the dream I found in you)
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me

But when we touch, I realise
That I found my place in heaven by your side

"Thank you baby, I love you" I whispered, wiping my tears with the back of my hand. I shifted my position to hold her face. I examined her face, touching every detail of it. "I love you" she replied, our lips met kindly.

"You're free now, love" I smiled, I stood up and turned my back first. Walking away from her I covered my mouth to surpassed my sobs.

"Miss Kim" Anton our driver called, I nod at her. He opened the door for me, before I entered I took a last glance at Lisa. And she was smiling, waving at me. The dying sun behind her glorious face. I waved back...

"Bring me to her" I said to Anton, the whole ride towards the city was covered in silent. And as soon as my heels clicked at the tiled floor of my most hated place, I was hesitant to continue.

But I promised her, so here I'm. My breath hitched when I twisted the doorknob. As I pushed the door, it revealed the love of my life. Lying unconcious, with tubes attached to her body. 

"Last Minute" I muttered to the doctors whose behind me. I went beside Lisa and comb her hair. Lisa for a very young age, is suffering from a condition that caused her brain dead. According to the doctors, she only has 3 percent of surviving.

It's only been months since we got married, and the incident happened. I was not ready to let my wife go. But she was hurting too. I place her hand agaisnt my chest as I hugged her waist. I buried my face on her hair, sniffing her sweet scent. "Rest now love"

"You can do it now" I ordered, one by one they turned of the machine and removed the tubes from her. My cries became louder as her heartbeat slowly fade.

I might let you go for now, but I'll promise to find you in another life. And I will hold you until my skin wrinkled.