We met again in fall (book 2 of Just a professor)

Full minds

Aubrey POV

I finished my performance for tonight and I was really getting emotional. I haven't sang these songs with so much compassion since I wrote them. I wasn't holding back anymore. I let out my sob and it was relieving.

I wasn't really sure what will happen next between me and Lizzie which is making me anxious. I gave my team a big group hug while we where backstage celebrating the good time.

Lizzie POV

I made my way backstage trying to catch Aubrey before she goes home or anything. I believe she lives somewhere else now and I don't know where it is yet. Or else I would have drove home to her and waited until she would approach me.

My emotions are running through and all I could think off is to grab her by her face and kiss her.
I haven't realized it fully that I want her until now. I mean I did want her from the start but I believe that she is the one for me.

My last love.

I ran through the backstage area trying to find her. I asked around and they gave me a direction so that I could find her faster.

As i finally found the band I saw that Aubrey was right with them. I was about to yell after her but I feel like I lost my breath as I saw the scene in front of me.

„Babe you where fucking amazing." Caitlin yelled out as she almost jumped into Aubrey's arms giving her the kiss I was supposed to give.

My heart was breaking instead of beating and I feel like my future with her is shattered. She is with her. Why would I break a visibly happy relationship? I'm not a home wrecker. That's what Aubrey told me when she found out about me and Robbie. But we ended things.

She still walked away letting me be but am I supposed to do the same thing? Is it right to tell her how I feel or should I swallow it.

Maybe she will break up with her... or if she doesn't and if I won't intertwine she might live with her forever. I couldn't live like this. But she did. Believing that she wasn't meant for me when she found out about me and Robbie.

But she is made for me perfectly.
Fuck why didn't I tell her about Robbie back then?

I was way to afraid of losing her but it happened anyway.

The kiss went on and I could see how she smiled for a short moment into that kiss. I was obsessed on the feeling how she smirked and smiled into our kisses.

She couldn't hide them and I thought I was the only one causing them. But I guess that's wrong.

Am i to Late? Is it over for me?

I needed to leave this scene before she sees me.
Going after her wasn't right.

Why did I come her in the first place anyway?
To let my heart get broken? She looked happy?
Is she? Why can't I be happy for her?

Her career is taking off and her love life is doing great. She got everything she wanted and was not me.... I guess.

I almost ran out to my car sitting down and crying my heart out. I don't wanna break what she has.

After some time I calmed down enough to drive home safe. I slumbered into my bed not caring to jump into my pj's. I closed my eyes trying to sleep but how foolish can I be to believe that I will get rest this night...

Aubrey POV

The afterparty was joyful. Everyone had their good time and we drank a lot. I drank mostly because off my shitty feelings. I wanted to drown them. I wasn't celebrating like everyone else did that night.