We met again in fall (book 2 of Just a professor)

On stage

Lizzie POV

Something about Aubrey has changed in the past years. I don't know if I was only the reason for it or if there is also something else behind it.
She seems more closed up about her feelings and doesn't really want to share her emotions. I don't know if she shares them with other or if she only is so closed up on me.

I can't let this be like that and I have to do something about it. It shocks me that she is in a long term relationship now. Caitlin seems like a good girl but I don't fell like she's the one for Aubrey.

Besides she still didn't tell me if Emma was her kid or not which is also consuming my mind right now.

A good thing about Aubrey is that she hasn't changed from her outside appearance. Something I've noticed that she got a lot more piercings than before. It looks stunning by the way. She looks a lot more trained than before and I mean four years is a lot of time.

But other than that she is still the most gorgeous person I've laid eyes on. The dark brown middle long hair. The sharp jawline and her beautiful features. The little freckles she got around her nose and cheekbones. Her mesmerizing brown eyes so deep and yet so elegant that I could get lost in them. I could talk about her all day long still after all those years and I wouldn't get tired off it.

It's killing me that I can't call her mine. We kept our relationship as a secret for so long and I couldn't wait to tell the world that she was mine at that time. But faith wasn't in our favor and things ended before I could call her officially mine.

But she still looked tired in general. I couldn't tell if it was because of work or if it was because of something or someone else. But she has grown small dark circles around her eyes. It's beautiful to don't get me wrong but I didn't even see her this exhausted during her college time which makes me worry.

While I was lost in my thoughts I got back to my house making myself ready to leave to the festival.
Since I divorced myself from Robbie the house has changed a lot.

I decorated everything completely new. New furnitures new beds new paintings new kitchen.

Everything that could possibly remind me of him has changed and I'm happy about it. It's like he didn't even live here which makes me feel better and it let me heal better.

They way to the festival was actually hell. It was extremely full and I feel like time didn't pass at all.
The good thing is that Aubrey's performance wasn't starting at 8. So i had time to find my way through the crowds and past the bouncers.

I parked my car and made my way to the entrance gate D. I waited in line like everybody else and as I glanced shortly at my phone someone tapped me at my shoulder.

„I'm sorry are you Elizabeth chase Olsen?" a slightly younger man asked me. He is build strong but looks also a bit soft at the same time.

I nod at him being a bit surprised that he knows my name.

„Yeah that's me. Is something wrong?" I asked him.

„No everything's fine. You just don't need to wait in line like everyone else. Miss Mathews told me you belong to the VIP list. So if you'd follow me please." he answered and nod steeping out of line to follow him.

„alright. This is for you please wear it around your neck all the time so we can see that you belong to the VIP." he explained as we walked into a small building.