Silent Love, Silent Pain [Levi x OC]

48. Need 🔥

"Soph?" she got woken up by Levi's voice, the best sound she could hear in the morning. She squirmed on the bed a little and leaned more to him which caused him to smile. He loved when she was doing that. All he wanted to do was to stay with her in the comfort of their bed and shower her with kisses. He wanted to spend his whole day like this. Only she and him. No one else. Fuck the whole world, that was what he wanted to do. But he let his reason win with his desires. What he wanted the most was for Sophie to be safe and happy. And how could she if they were living in a world with unresolved problems that needed to be taken care of? How could he let himself be so selfish to lay with her when their home was attacked for the second time in 5 years? It would be irresponsible. He couldn't afford that..

"Mhm?" she barely mumbled, still sleepy. She pecked his neck, causing his pants to get slightly tighter. Damnit. His body was reacting so quickly around her. He wanted to release his tension, but there wasn't time for that, especially that his precious Sophie hurt her body. He didn't want to cause her pain by accident. He wouldn't forgive himself.

"I need to get up," he said softly as he put streaks of her hair behind her ear, preventing them from falling on her beautiful face. Face that he could stare at for an eternity.

"No," she pouted her lips. "Just five more minutes," she asked as she leaned more on him and climbed on top of him.

He grinned at her as he placed his hands on her hips, rubbing them gently. He could feel how she pressed her core to his own, making him harder. Oh, he wanted her so bad. He wanted to enter her warm body and make her moan so loud that it would fill the room. "I got things to do," he tried to reason with her.

Sophie didn't want to agree on that. No, she was so in need of her man. She was so worried for his safety yesterday. She felt so many weird and terrible things that she needed to forget about it. She needed to be healed and what better healing than the thrusts of his body? Than crushing hips against each other, than moaning lingeringly? She couldn't think of a better way. He was always bringing peace to her, making all of her worries disappear. Her magic solution to every problem she had, as long as she was under influence.

Suddenly she hissed quietly as she felt pain in her back. She was still bruised and now that the painkillers were soon to stop working she could feel how terrible it was. Wait, painkillers! She panicked as she realised that she should take something soon or else she would act insane, causing Levi to think of her as someone annoying again. The memory of their fight yesterday caused her to feel anger quicker than she expected it. "You're right," she said quickly and rolled to the other side of the bed, trying to distance herself from him.

"Is everything okay?" he frowned as he asked. He noticed how panicked she looked out of nowhere. It was puzzling him.

"N-no," she mumbled, she decided that there was no need to lie about it, especially since he knew about her anger issues and he saw how she acted the other day. "I need to find my pills," she explained and rushed out of bed just to search her pockets for what she needed.

"I see," he said, a little too cold for her liking. She sighed. She knew that he hated that part of her. He hated that she was drugging herself, but what else could she do?! She didn't find any solution yet nor did he and she was slowly starting to think that there wasn't any. She swallowed two of them at once and turned to face him, way calmer now than a few minutes ago as she was now sure that she wouldn't attack him. She saw that he was already dressed in his uniform. She looked at him with disappointment in her eyes that could almost match his own. "I told you. I have things to do"

"What things?" she asked right away. She wanted to know everything about him and his schedule. She wanted to have no secrets, especially now as they opened up about their families and upbringing. She felt so close to this man that she desperately wanted him to feel the same way.