johnny: i texted him
ten: yeah? what happened
johnny: *sent two screenshots*
ten: man :/
ten: renjun told me this has happened before, is that true?
johnny: ayo howd renjun know
ten: i feel like you sometimes forget you're famous
johnny: ..........
ten: dont dot dot dot me
ten: anyways is that true ??
johnny: yep :(
johnny: ugh i hate this
ten: and you stayed with him, why?
johnny: because i'm dumb? LOL
ten: hmm
ten: listen
ten: please, for your sake, dont stay with him
ten: it'll hurt, yes, but you cant keep doing this to yourself. knowing he's cheated on you twice and staying with him, being aware that he could do it AGAIN at any point isn't a good idea
johnny: but we live together
ten: who's house is it
johnny: mine
ten: that solves that problem then!
johnny: his stuff is all here. its our home
ten: hey, dont stress about it yet. he's still in korea. you're okay.
johnny: mhm :(
ten: did you eat dinner?
johnny: i had some cookies and coffee?
ten: johnny :(
johnny: there's nothing in my cupboards.
ten: ahh thats okay!! you busy tomorrow?
johnny: i'm never busy. the company are just focussed on jae at the moment lol
ten: we're going grocery shopping for you
johnny: you dont need to
ten: hush
ten: we're gonna go buy u groceries so you dont die from starvation :)
johnny: ur way too nice to me for a person i just approached in a park once
ten: its because you're a nice guy!!
ten: if you were an asshole i wouldnt be helping you LMAO
johnny: hehe
ten: anyways
ten: go to sleep, i'll talk to you in the morning
ten: i have work tomorrow, but i'll visit you late afternoon and we can go
ten: sound good?
johnny: sounds great
ten: awesome okay
ten: sweet dreams :)
johnny: goodnight :)
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ten sorted food into johnny's cupboards in his kitchen, as the latter sorted the freezer. he liked helping johnny. not only did it help him, it helped ten too, as it was distracting him from his own problems.
the radio was on, and neither of them were talking, but it wasn't uncomfortable. they were completing a task together, which made them feel closer, and bond more.
"question."
"shoot?"
"i know this is like, personal, but i care about you-" ten started, as johnny turned around with a small smile, "do you have any more cigarettes anywhere?"
johnny shook his head, "i promise, i swear on, i dunno, my life."
ten nodded slowly, suspicious but then laughed when johnny rolled his eyes, "that's good, thank you.. i know how it feels to go back to something like that."
"you smoked?"
ten laughed lightly, shaking his head and leaning against the counter as johnny hopped up onto the surface, "i had, like... a sex addiction- which, i know, sounds so stupid and doesn't compare at all to-"
"shh, it's not stupid, your problems are no less than mine," johnny comforted, "wanna talk about it?"
"eh.. i relapsed around a week or two ago," ten admitted, looking down at his hands, "kinda sucked.. the guy wasn't even that hot either." he joked, making johnny chuckle.
johnny began to walk out of the kitchen and into the lounge, signalling for ten to follow him as they both met on the couch, sitting comfortably, "are you... getting better now?"
ten nodded, but he was unsure, "i have urges i guess... but dick is quite hard to just- y'know- get?"
johnny nodded, making ten laugh, "well, as much as you're here for me, i'm here for you just the same," johnny smiled, laying back and turning on the tv. it was dark now, and the two were tired from their long day out, "you need a lift home?"
"mhm.. not yet though-" ten yawned, laying his head on a pillow watching tv too, "i'm tired.."
YOU ARE READING
shutterbug ~ johnten
Fanfiction"i like to photograph anyone before they know what their best angles are." started ; 17/10/2021 warnings: alcoholism smoking addiction sex (as a coping mechanism) relapsing depression unhealthy relationships