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Jennie pov

Hey... it has been a year since I saw you, love. 

Do you still remember the day we talked our hearts out on the plane to Hawaii? You were so funny, I can not forget. 

I miss you smiles. Your laughs and corny jokes. 

I hope you are happy wherever you are, my love. 

"Jennie! There you are! We have been waiting for you!" Jisoo shouted, running to me. 

We are now at the place where she got buried. Exactly a year ago, June 14 2020 at 6.23 pm-- the last time I heard your heart beat until it decided to really stop. 

"I will be there!" 

I will always love you my dear.

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Jisoo pov 

As the closest to Lisa, I feel like my world has turned upside down. I remember how after that same day, we did not talk to anyone. The twice members, red velvet, and us. We did not talk unless they were important and basic conversations. It was not the same. Our vacation was cut short. Our summer was cut short. 

And just a month after. 

They released Lisa's song.

They did not even edit it. It was raw. Full of love. Full of tears. 

I thought she would miss her solo and I was scared but thank God she told them beforehand. She knew her end was coming so she prepared a lot. God, she even wrote us letters- to each one of us. Personalized and decorated as if she is telling us to have hope. 

"For Lisa Manoban's death anniversary, we will now be listening to-- Take her to the Moon."

(*Take her to the moon by Moira Dela Torre*)

At least no one has forgotten her yet. The wounds are still fresh and I am dying to know if she is happy somewhere up high. 

I know the song was composed personally for Jennie.

I am still grieving, we all still are. 

No cure or medicine will be able to lessen the pain.

But I will be strong, I promised Lisa.

I will be strong.

For you, Lisa.

For you. 

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