I woke up again to chatters, but this time, there are more people.
I must have slept earlier when Irene unnie went back to sleep and I just stared at the stars, wondering about what could have happened if dad never left or if I never dreamt to be a Kpop idol. Or what would happen next to the future..
I opened my eyes and saw Irene, Nayeon and Jisoo unnie dressed up talking with the nurse... probably about me. Alright! Today is the day I get discharged.
The nurse saw me and walked to me. She handed me my clothes and smiled.
"You can finally go now."
I got up with hurry forgetting about my swollen leg. The gown is long and I was on the bed all day so it wasn't noticeable. I winced in pain but I hid my face from them and went inside the toilet. I locked the door and looked at my leg. It's worse than before. Ugh.
Shoot. My pain reliever is at home.
What should I do?
What should I do?
What shoul-
Oh there. Found it.
Good thing this hospital is the best. They put everything patients would need in the toilet.
I grabbed the pain reliever from near the sink and applied it to my swollen leg before changing the gown to my pants and a plain white Tshirt.
I went outside once I was done and saw Irene unnie lying on the bed, scrolling down her phone. Jisoo unnie and Nayeon unnie on the sofa, doing the same thing. I walked towards Irene unnie and sat at the edge of the bed.
They gave their attention to me and nodded.
"Let's go!" Jisoo unnie cheered before getting up and walking towards the door followed by Nayeon unnie. Then Irene unnie offered her hand which I gladly accepted. We went to Irene unnie's car and drove off.
I pulled down the mirror and breathed the fresh air.
I'm finally out of that suffocating prison! I missed fresh airrr!!!!
I tried scrutinizing every houses and shops but the thoughts of the possibilities and the past still haven't stopped bothering me.
What would happen when they find out?
Or if I didn't have any, what would I be doing right now? Or what am I feeling right now?
Probably being happy and having fun with my friends.
I'm not having fun. I would be if this stupid cancer didn't decide to come and live in my leg and bones.
Sooner or later, my bones would probably crack in two. It's not that major, to think of it as a doctor. But it hurts like hell.
I'd like to give a moment to thank the person who made pain relievers. They're awesome! I take pills too but pain relievers just hit different.
Thinking about everything and what's happening now....I'm noticing that-
Wait.
This isn't the way to our dorm.
That's what I noticed.
"Where are we going?"
"Meet with the others at the beach." Irene unnie said, focusing on the road.
What are we going to do in the beach?
Aren't I supposed to rest? We have a concert tomorrow!
"Why are we going there?"
I'm so confused.
