I'm not into love

Chapter 14 The fight

Keith's POV

Mirko is courting Heart.

4 words na napakadaling intindihin pero hindi ko alam kung bakit pilit na tinatanggihang iabsorb ng utak ko.

Even though I know that that sneaky Mirko is courting Heart I still wanted to somehow confirm it.It's not like I care or anything....but Heck! I do care! But why do I freakin' care?!uhh what the hell's wrong with me?!Maybe it's because she-she's my slave.yes,that's probably it!She is my personal slave.She should only serve me not some other guy.But yeah...she's just a slave,a classmate and considering a friend but nothing else,nothing less and nothing more kaya it's just natural for me to care.It can't possibly be because I like her already or something,right?

Uhh!Now I'm talking to my self!At nag-eenglish pa ko!tae na yan!

"Yeah that's called "being crazy inlove""

"oh sh*t!" ay putik talaga oo!nagulat ako dun!!

Pagkatingin ko sa gilid ko nakita ko na ang may kasalanan ay walang iba kundi ang matalik na kaibigan ng babaeng kanina pa gumugulo ng utak ko- si Yannie!

"oi wag mo nga akong ginugulat!Kung hindi ka lang talaga babae ,na sapak na kita ng straight sa mukha"inis na sabi ko.Sino ba namang tao ang di maiinis kapag gulong-gulo na nga yung utak mo tas out of the blue may manggugulat sayo at mas guguluhin ka.

"hahaha ikaw naman porque ba hindi ako si Heart mo?" pang-aasar niya.

"Are you mocking me?" I gave him the cold and "dare me" look but she just shrugged

"you know naman pala eh ,why you ask pa?pastupid lang ang peg?" ay takte!namumuro na tong isang toh ah! Bestfriend talaga sila ni Heart nuh?Parehas silang mahilig mambasag!

"What are you doing here anyway,bat di mo kasama si Heart.And what the hell are you talking about awhile ago interrupting my deep thoughts?" as much as possible ayokong makipagbangayan sa kanya 'cause this day already gave me enough headaches and I'm sure as hell that I already want a cool off. That's why I wanted to be straight to the point before this conversation gets pointless.

"hmm pissed much?hmm kung hinahanap mo si Iana she's probably stalked by that crazy irritating Mirko and about sa kanina kong sinabi..hmm wala naman.Actually,you should thank me for answering the question that's in your mind that you wanted to be answered not so long ago"

"at pano mo naman nalaman na may tanong ako sa utak ko na gusto kong malaman ang sagot?why, are you some sort of a mind reader now?"Siguro may lahi tong witch.Please remind me later to warn Heart about it.Uhh f*ck si Heart nanaman iniisip ko!

"Well...let us just say that I kinda can read you because unlike Heart you are more of an open book,you're easy to read dummy.Halatang halata naman kung ano ang iniisip mo,don't even dare deny it!" ano banag pinagsasabi niya?

"Alam mo Yannie I don't need to deny anything because there's nothing to deny in the first place" she smirked

"oh really? her voice full of mockery

"uhh!nakakainis ka na!Bwisit na araw naman ito oo!"sabay walk out ko.Seing this girl makes my head hurt 1000 times more that it can take. But then bago ako tuluyang makaalis may pahabol pa siyang sinabi...

"Talaga bang babalewalin mo na lang ang lahat?are you really just gonna hide and run from all of it?Hanggang kelan mo ba ipipilit sa sarili mo na hindi totoo ang nararamdaman mo?Talaga bang buong buhay mo na lang yang idedeny at iiignore?You can't keep your feelings hidden all of the time and you know you can't dahil mas nasasakal ka lang kapag ginawa mo yun. Mas lalo ka lang masasaktan at mahihirapan!And it's all because you know to yourself na hindi mo maipagkakaila na kahit anong gawin mo hindi mo mapipigilang tumibok ang puso mo para sa kanya,na kahit anong gawin mo you can't force your heart to not fall inlove and not love her because kahit anong gawin mo hindi na mapapalitan ang katotohanang siya ang pinili ng puso mo,ng tadhana at ng Diyos na mahalin mo kaya wala ka ng magagawa dahil kahit anong gawing mong pagiwas mo siya at siya parin ang taong mahal,minahal at minamahal mo." and with that she left dumb-founded.