CULLENS || TWLGHT OS 01

Fool For You (Jasper Hale x Reader)

Prompt: "Could you do an imagine where the reader si being self-conscious and Jasper gets a little mad and the Major comes out but later he makes her feel better please?"

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No matter how many times (Y/N) looked at herself in the mirror she could never find anything that she liked, even when everyone around her told her countless times how beautiful she looks or how they envy her for her looks she couldn't bring herself to feel the same.

She thought all of her problems would be gone as soon as she was a vampire, but, oh how wrong she was, when she looked at herself in the mirror the first time as an immortal being all of her insecurities came back crashing onto her like a furious wave, making her feel insecure about every little thing in her life.

Why was she like this? Why did Jasper even put up with her? What if he found someone better than her? That wouldn't be so difficult, though; there are countless better-looking women than me.

All of her thoughts were running on her head like crazy and she wasn't able to stop them, she knew if she was able to cry she would be a mess right now.

She was so deep in her thoughts that she didn't hear the door open and Jasper coming through it, slightly concerned about all of the emotions that his mate was feeling, he could sense them all and it made him uneasy to think that (Y/N) was upset and he wasn't doing anything.

He knew something was wrong the moment he saw her standing in front of the mirror looking intensely at the reflection on it, also, the fact that she didn't even flinch when he opened the door made him more nervous than ever. He made his way slowly from the door to her and in a second his arms were wrapped around her waist, but she didn't even say anything, she just kept staring at the mirror.

"Jasper, why are you with me? You could do so much better" she whispered with her soft voice and if his hearing wasn't as good he knew he wouldn't even be able to hear her.

He frowned not really sure what she meant, he loved her so much like he never loved anyone before, to him, she was everything.

"What do you mean, love?" he asked looking at her eyes that were reflected in the mirror "I do not wish to be with anyone but you, (Y/N)"

(Y/N) felt a little bit better just but hearing how sure he was by the tone in his voice, but her mind started to play tricks on her again, reminding her how useless she was and how everything on her was wrong.

She pushed him away with more force than she wanted to but didn't say anything, just turned to face him, his face was as confused as she thought it would be, but she didn't care, she stopped caring.

"Don't lie to me Jasper, I'm nothing, I'm useless, there's nothing that I can do right, plus I'm not even good looking, I could continue but you probably already know all of this" she spat at him and he was taken aback by her words; he didn't think that the love of his life was feeling like this. Not really waiting for an answer she continued.

"I can't do this anymore, Jasper, I can't hold you back and tie you to me" the disgust on her tone that he sensed and how she emphasized the last word made him shudder and he felt the anger coming to him.

"You are not tying me to anything, (Y/N)" his voice came harsher that he intended to, but something in him clicked and he didn't felt like himself anymore. He moved closer to her and when he was close enough he grabbed her by the waist pulling her closer to his body "You really think you can tie me?" the grip on her waist got tighter "No, love, I tied myself to you the moment I saw you and knew that I wanted you by my side forever"

He heard her gasp slightly, causing a smirk to appear on his face, he slowly brought his mouth to her ear and whispered.

"You are the most beautiful person I ever saw, you are everything I ever asked for and I don't care if I have to say it to you a thousand times if that's what you need to believe it" he felt her hands on around his torso and he brought her closer to his body, the two of them so close that not even air was able to pass through their bodies. "I'm a fool for you, (Y/N) , and I can't stop myself from loving you the way I do, with everything that you have, insecure or not, I wouldn't dare to choose another person to live forever with" he kissed her neck lovingly and let his lips linger on her soft skin for a while holding her and leaving kisses along her neck, trying to show her how much she meant to him.

And (Y/N) knew in that moment that all that she needed to feel good was Jasper, she knew that her insecurities wouldn't go away so easily but she knew that with Jasper by her side her dark thoughts could start getting a little bit lighter every day, and just by thinking that, she smiled.