not gonna ask ( requested)

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2nd part of would you)))

I removed my ring and started tearing up again knowing that this is probably what's best since I cant give him what he wants and has dreamed for.

I walked back to where I had last seen Henry and I placed my ring on the table before I wiped my eyes.

"I am not gonna ask you to stay married to me. I mean I didn't tell you out of fear of losing you. but it'd be selfish of me to keep you in this childless marriage when it's the main thing you've longed for. so I will leave my ring here, and I will go. I wish you the best in life and I am sorry that I can't be woman enough to give you what you wished and longed for." I say as I wiped my eyes.

With that said I turned and headed upstairs where I gatherd up everything that was mine and I started packing my things.

He grabbed my hand and stopped me.

"I wanna ask you something now" he says

I looked at him.

"what?" I asked

"have you tried to have kid with anyone?" he asked

I shook my head.

"then how do you know that what those doctors say isn't a bunch of shit?" he asked

"I don't. I just believe them since so many told me the same thing. and I very very slowly learned to live with it. till you walked into my life and I fell hopelessly in love with you. when we got serious I knew that when I told you what I was told that it break your heart since you want a family so badly. After you walked off I cried and I came to the conclusion I won't keep you married to me and make you suffer from not being able to have a family. its not right of me." I say

"Doctors don't know everything. and if I was to bet we stop wearing protection that we will have a family." he says

"How can you be so sure?" I questioned

"plenty of women have been told the same thing and they turned around and proved those doctors wrong. whose to say you couldn't be one of those women."

I looked at him.

"I don't wanna get your hopes up only to find out that what they said is true." I tell him

"I want to try this with you. cause I don't want anyone else as my wife or my other half but you. if you cant have kids thats fine with me cause there are plenty of kids in this world that have been abandon and needs a home. we could adopt them and have a family that way" he say

"just please Henry don't be disappointed in me if I cant carry your baby" I say 

"I'd never be disappointed in you ever." he says

I wrapped my arms around him and press my ear against his chest as I hold him tightly.

"I wanna try to have your baby.just please bare with me, I will be nervous and scared that I cant do it" I tell him

he nudges me so I moved my head and looked up.

"I will be there with you to reassure you that we will get through this and that there will be nothing to fear or nervous about."

"thank you" I say

"welcome. now please put your ring back on so I can make love to you bare and we can start our jouren of making a baby" he says

I nodded my head and watched as he slipped the ring on my finger before cupping my face and kissing me.

nine months later~~

I couldn't wipe the smile from my face when I saw Henry holding not one but both of our babies that I carried. I proved those damn doctors wrong and I couldn't have done it without him.

we did have a bumpy journey. but he stuck by my side through it all and he did as he told me he would he reassured me that there was nothing to be nervous about or scared of.

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A/N: hope you liked it.

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