This is a one shot or mini series that has a variety of different scenarios and imagines for most situations in all types of shape or feeling
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Chicago fire
The originals
Chicago med
Twilight
Avengers
Vampire diaries
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Summary: imagine Elijah finding out your suffering from depression
Tw: depression, not good thoughts
An issue I want to discuss: whilst looking for an outfit for this I had a hard time finding the clothes I was looking for as the only thing showing up was depressed teens in black clothes and A fashiony chain around them somewhere. I hate the stereotype that depressed people just wear black and chains and are emo and whatever. Just because they feel this way doesn't mean they have to like wearing the colour 24/7. Depression comes in all colours not just black and it needs to be spoken about more
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It was harder than you would think trying to get out of the war in your own mind. And it seems like such an easy thing to do.
'Just ignore it'
'It's not real'
'It's in your head'
I scoffed at the thought as I buried my head in my knees, crumpled into a ball in my bed, wondering when I'll feel better again
It has been going on for years now and since then I've been going back into the same state where I would coup up in my house for days on end and not leave, wallowing in sadness and self pity. Cause in my eyes I deserved it, everything that happens to me, I deserve it. no matter whether it's good or bad
My eyes looked up from the fabric of my tracksuit now noticing that I've been wearing it for a week and haven't changed but I failed to do anything about it.
Like with my room
I don't remember the last time i felt good enough about anything to look after myself. Only having enough energy to brush my teeth and sit in the shower with the water hammering down on me. So cleaning my room was really out of the question.
I just wanted it to stop
I wanted the feeling of sadness to stop
I wanted to be happy for a long period of time without my thoughts coming and taking it away from me
Cause it's not fair how I have to feel this way while others can laugh and not have the overwhelming feeling that your not good enough
And that's how it's been the past week
-Only messaging Elijah back to make sure he knows I'm not dead but making sure he doesn't come over
-barely looking after myself
-feeling an everlasting sadness that wouldn't be let out through tears no matter how many I shed
I sighed closing my eyes but not to sleep, just to rest, when I heard the knocking of the door. I know it was Elijah but I couldn't bring myself to open it and have him see the state I'm in so I left him outside. I told him I wasn't home so there would be no reason for him to think I was ignoring him
