Journal Entry #12 ??? am/pm (Future telling the story)
I had tried everything. Spells, digital spells, love spells to bring your bf back to you, spells to attract your soulmate. Any spells that I thought would help, I did them, or at least tried to. They were mostly verbal spells, or verbal with water. I'd never admit my heart was broken, especially to my parents. They'd never understand.
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Journal Entry # 13 Tuesday 2017
I sat in my fourth period class, study hall. I didn't have anything missing, so i just drew my OC. It was badly illustrated, but it was the best I could do.
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Journal Entry # 14 Wednesday 2018
I sat in the back of the class, on the class couch, my new normal spot. Someone in my class had started sitting next to me and I'd decided to befriend them since. His name was Cal Addex. There was this weird time some people thought we were dating. I looked into it, and someone had said Cal had said we were. I was pissed. I confronted him about it and he insisted he didn't say that. I was pissed off at Cal for a while, and started sitting back at my desk in the front.
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Journal Entry # 15 Thursday 2018
Third was by far my least favorite subject or class. US History. But I did have a few friends there. one of them was Dallas Tadiwanashe. A tall, blonde kid with green eyes, who had an adam's apple. We'd become friends fast, and hung out after school, just standing by a tree waiting to get picked up by our parents (separately).
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Journal Entry # 16 Tuesday 2017
One day I was thinking about Briar too much and I had a mix of emotions flowing inside me. I want my first kiss, but I -.. I blinked, stopping my thoughts. Dallas.
I frowned, and looked around. Damn! He already left. I stared at the ground and concocted a plan in my head. Some time, (I didn't care what day) After school, I would ask him to follow me back inside to the big gym, (Despite it having cameras) and I would ask if I could kiss him. Not bad..
I blankly stared at the ground. I wanted to feel what love might feel like. Or at least what a kiss felt like..
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Scatter Hearts
FantasyWillow Oakland's internal journey through teen hood and crumpling love life will soon lead to the most tragic of outcomes anyone had ever imagined.
