Journal Entry # 6 Monday 2019
I leaned against the brick wall outside, waiting for Orion. I flipped through music on my phone to pass the time.
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"Hey " I heard over the noise in my ears. I looked up to see my boyfriend. "Hey." I said, taking an earphone out. His expression became softer as I gazed up at him. His eyes sparkled, and I became entranced. I felt something warm inside me, and my cheeks relayed it. I smiled a bit, blinking slower. My breathing changed. I got lost in Orion's eyes. I loved it. I would gaze into them for all eternity if I could. His pupils were dilated. I remembered googling what that meant; ' When we have a physiological response, such as fear, surprise, or attraction, this can also make our pupil bigger.' I smiled. I felt something like a ping my chest. I smiled even more, uncontrollably. Orion took my hand and stepped closer. I slightly bit my lip, in anticipation. He leaned in close to me, and I leaned in too. He kissed my lips, and my heart fluttered.
He leaned against the wall next to me, and put his arm around me. I felt a strange feeling sweep over me, and stay. My heart began to pound. "Low-low?" Orion said, interrupting my thoughts. I turned to him. He readjusted, and wrapped his arms around me. I became entranced again. I never want this to end. "I love you." He said. I smiled a small, grin. He pulled me close and kissed me again.
He came out of it, and held me close to his chest. I snuggled up against him. I felt a blush cross my face, and possibly over my heart. I blinked. What is this feeling? I felt a mix of almost crying and smiling all the while. As I stared off into space behind Orion, I heard his heartbeat through his shoulder. I moved my head and looked up.
"You okay?" He asked. The blush deepened and I nodded, smiling dumbly.
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