Tween Idle

August 23, 1998

Dear diary,

I bought you today at the store and I thought I'd start off by interducing myself. My name is Electra Heart. (I dont know why I was named Electra, I think its the reason my dad left) I live with my mom in Shellfish Beach in Calfornia, but I was born in Wales. We moved here when I was about 7. Now I am 12 years old and about to be in 7th grade at Shellfish Beach Middle School. My first day is actually tommorow!

I am SO excited. I already feel older! I just KNOW this is gunna be my year! I cant wait to make new friends and maybe even get a boyfriend. Maybe I'll lose my V card (slang for first kiss) or become popular. Who knows?

And that's why this year Im gunna dress to inpress. Ive already prepared my outfit for tomorrow (the outfit would look better if I didnt have braces, ew) But other than that my outfits gonna be all that and a bag of chips! My signature headband with a bow, a reveeling pink crop top that shows my belly button, low rise jeans, mary janes, and Im gonna be a little cheeky and have my bra strap out (yes I started wearing bras this summer!) Unfortunatly my boobs havent grown yet. And I know that boys love girls with big boobs. So thats why Im stuffing my bra until my boobs grow. Theyll think I had a growth spert. When I show up to school tommorow boys will DEFINITLY wanna sleep with me! (Whatever that means, LOL! I think it means sex which is kinda gross) I just hope they notice me, which they probably will if I have my bra strap out. I also heard that boys like girls with accents (Im from wales so I have an accent which is a huge plus!)

I hope I get a boyfriend this year. Ive had crushes but Ive never dated. Only in dreams. Sometimes I dream about kissing boys in the rain (like in hollywood movies) I think their called wet dreams. Anyways I have to go to bed now cuz tomorow's my first day and I have to get my beauty sleep. Goodnight!

P.S. I hope I have a wet dream tonight they are sooooooooo romantic