August 29, 1998

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Dear diary,

Its the weekend and May came over today. Mainly we just played video games and drank diet mountain dew. At one point she was sketching sirens in her sketchbook (she's OBSSESSED with sirens and mermaids and when I say obssessed I mean obssessed.) She can even sing like a siren! When she went to the bathroom, I picked up the sketchbook and flipped through it. On one page she drew a topless siren and I imediately closed it and put it down cuse Im not a lesbian and looking at porn is wrong. Then a few seconds later I picked it up again, flipped to the page and started staring at it. No one has to know. Its not wrong if no one knows about it. But then I got the pee feeling. I felt guilty so I closed it again and put it back down. I still feel guilty about it like I did something wrong.

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