Tween Idle

September 15, 1998

Dear diary,

Today in home eck we did sewing. And you know what I've been working on for the past week? A Matthew doll! Today I finally finished it. I glued on these brown strips of fabric for his hair and then I drew on his face. It was also naked. Then I kissed it and put it in my backpack for later.

I got home before my mom. I went to the bathroom and put some lipstick on. After that I made sure my door was locked, and then I took the Matthew doll out of my backpack. "Hey good lookin" I said to it. Then I got a pink marker from my desk and drew on its nipples. I traced my finger along its body. Then I made out with it for like 10 minutes. I made sure to use tongue.

After that I put it in my backpack as like a lucky charm. I wonder if I can find a way to get a piece of Matthew's real hair and tape it to the doll. Tommorow we're going on a field trip to some farm for home eck and I hope Matthew is in home eck this year so he can go on it (May is going on it cuse she's in home eck too but not the same period as me)