Dear diary,
The only thing I could think about all day was Matthew. He's on my mind 24/7/365. He's just really hot okay? I cant wait to impress him with my new swimsuit I got at JC Penny today. He's gonna forget all about Sugar and keep his eyes on me! I just hope I dont look fat in it.
Today in math we learned about circumfrences and diamiters or whatever. But you know what math is short for? Matthew. It was hard to pay attention in class and get my homework done cuse I couldnt stop thinking about him. The only math I wanted to do was add me, Matthew and a bed, subtract the clothes, divide the legs, and multiply. I heard an 8th grader say that once and its stuck with me ever since. I doodled his name all over my math book (I also drew the cool S) I daydreamed about kissing him underwater and him taking my bikini top off. I PROMISE IM NOT A PERV!!
After school, my mom picked me and May up and took us to JC Penny. My mom gave me a long talk about behaving in the store last night. She wouldnt shut up. When we got to the store and were looking around, my mom asked me "Do you have a crush on anybody at school?" WHO THE HELL JUST ASKS THEIR KID THAT IN PUBLIC IN FRONT OF THEIR FRIEND. "OH MY GOD MOM NO, LIKE WHY WOULD YOU ASK ME THAT" I said. May got a colorful one piece swimsuit with palm trees on it. "Oh my god May your swimsuit is like so cute" I said. "I know right?" said May. I wanted to get a floss bikini, but my mom said no. GEEZ MOM! But I did get a cute two piece swimsuit with flowers on it. "YOUR SWIMSUIT IS EVEN CUTER THAN MINE" said May at the checkout. My mom paid for May's swimsuit cuse May didnt bring any money. My swimsuit isnt as sexy as a floss bikini, but its still cute and I cant wait to wear it tommorow!
When I got home I took my sketchbook out from under my bed. That sketchbook is where I draw all my sexy drawings, thats why I hide it under my bed along with this diary. Then I hid under my bed cuse I always hide under my bed when I draw something sexy. I drew Matthew shirtless with abs (and gave him anime eyes of course) and then I drew his swim trunks with a buldge in his pants. Then I drew a heart around him. It was a VERY sexy drawing. After that I put the sketchbook back under my bed. NO ONE is allowed to look through the sketchbook, not even May.
P.S. We got our school pictures today and I look SO FREAKING UGLY IN MINE! And guess what else? MY MOM FREAKING HUNG IT UP!!
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FanfictionElectra Heart is excited for 7th grade. What she's not prepared for is the heartbreak, hormones and insecurities. What's a 12 year old girl to do?
