Supernatural Imagines: Book Two

Promise Me Forever (crowley)

Pairing: Crowley x Female!Reader

Warnings: angst, minor fluff

Summary: Crowley is your other half, so when he decides to sacrifice himself to seal Lucifer in the Apocalypse World, you have a hole where he used to be. Sam and Dean fear you'll do something drastic and stupid, but it's not that if it's for the one you love.

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When you look back at your life, you're not going to remember the bad parts, only the people that were in your life. Sam and Dean are some of the most important people in your life ever since your parents died of a "mysterious" death when you were seven. At the time, you didn't understand why they were killed or by who, but after you met Sam and Dean, that all became clear.

No one was after your family. Your parents weren't involved with anything dangerous or supernatural. Your family had no reason for the attack that happened, it just happened. Some demons came to town, fucked with families, and left. Yours just happened to be one of the unfortunate.

If it wasn't for their Uncle Bobby, you would have been tossed around in different foster homes, probably making really bad decisions. Bobby taught you how to do good in this world but taking down monsters and making the lives of others better. There's so many people who are responsible for making your life better.

That's why when you met Crowley, you thought you were going to be repulsed by the demon. Instead, you fell for him in ways you know are wrong. All he's ever done is caused pain for people, Sam and Dean included. You shouldn't find him attractive, but you do. He shouldn't make murder look hot, but he does. He should be dead for causing so much pain, but all you want is to get to know him.

First impressions are always changing, so you tried to change your way of thinking around him. He wasn't going to change for anyone, so you had to change for him if you really wanted to be with him. Of course, you'd have to hide from your "adoptive" brothers, but you've hidden a lot of stuff from your parents before.

This will be easy.

One date turned into three, and one weekend away turned into four. Crowley made you feel special, like you were the only woman in the world. Suddenly, all those bad things that he did were for good reason. The more you got to know him, the more you understood the reasoning behind his actions. You started to see him for the person he wishes he could be instead of the monster Sam and Dean know he is.

If Sam and Dean knew about your feelings for the demon, they would practically disown you. You have to keep your feelings and your relationship a secret if you want to keep the peace between the two species. Luckily for Sam and Dean, you can keep Crowley and his minions out of their way so they can focus on other monsters that need killing. The best part is having every demon bow down to you because they know if they hurt/cross/threaten you, then Crowley will show them pain like no other.

For the time being, you have to see him when you know Sam and Dean aren't going to be around to see it.

"Why have you summoned me here, my love?" Crowley asks after you finish the spell. "You know you can call me anytime you want."

"I know, but this way, you come when I tell you to," you grin.

"Fair enough. Where are Tweedledee and Tweedledoo?"

"They're out right now. Dean said something about needing to get away for a boys' weekend, so they aren't scheduled to come back until Monday."

"A weekend with you all to myself?"

You meet him halfway and wrap your arms around his neck, pressing your lips to his. You're the only one who gets to see this side of him, and you're grateful that he is capable of changing, even if it's just a few moments at a time.