Supernatural Imagines: Book Two

Part Five: Out of Options (d.w)

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Avenger!Fem!Reader

Warnings: angst, anxiety and being paranoid

Summary: As much as Dean wants to help you, his methods aren't working and you're getting worse. You turn to your brother and a trusted friend to try and help, but you might have to create the reality that this Mark doesn't want to part from you.

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The Mark craves power and you have a steady source of it on your other wrist. The effects for Dean were different because he was a human with no powers to supply the Mark. He had to kill in order to satisfy it whereas you're in a constant state of wanting to kill something and using your powers to feed the Mark.

All you want is to get the damn thing off your wrist. Taking it at the time seemed fine but now that you've had time with it, you don't like the evil presence it has. There is something dark and dangerous about this that you don't like and you're not sure how to part from it. What Dean showed you–the alcohol, the shooting, the rage room–helped a little bit, but now you're back to how you felt before.

Anxious, paranoid, stressed, and everything else that makes you question the motives of everyone around you. Stephen isn't much help either even though he says he's trying to figure out a way to get it off you. What if he isn't? What if he says he is and doesn't have any intentions of helping you? What if everyone around you is against you?

"Y/N, you need to calm down," Dean says.

You keep pacing the length of the library while muttering to yourself and scratching the arm the Mark is on. Sam, Dean, and Castiel are standing off to the side watching you with worried looks.

"I can't. Get this thing off me. Please tell me you can get it off me," you whimper and continue to pace.

"Cas?" Sam asks.

"If I couldn't get it off of Dean, what makes you think I can get it off an Infinity Stone?"

"Will someone tell me they can get this damn thing off me?!" you shout.

Every source of light flickers on and off, and the tables shake from the intensity of your voice.

"Y/N, we're trying–"

"I know you are," you cut him off. You try to force yourself to calm down because you don't want him to worry. If he knew the damage it's doing to you, he'd only feel guilty for forcing you to take it. "How did you get it off in the first place?"

"The Book of the Damned," Sam answers. "We could try that again."

"Do you know what happened the last time we used that thing? Amara got free and terrorized Earth. God and Amara are locked up. If we use that thing, they will be free and who knows what will happen because of it."

"We live in a world with magic and wizards. Someone out there has to know how to get this off me and keep it contained so they don't get out." You stop pacing when you think of that word. Magic. Stephen isn't the only one who knows how to do magic. "I think I know someone who might be able to help."

"Who?"

"My brother and his wife live in Westview. He's not magical but his wife is. I think she can help." You look at Dean. "Do you want to come with me?"

"Why not? I'm not doing anything else," he shrugs.

"Let me know how it goes," Sam says.

You create a portal to Westview which is at a different timezone than Kansas. The city of Westview is small and isolated from the other towns but the people seem happy there. Vision gave you his address when he and Wanda first moved there in case you ever needed him, and now you're taking him up on that offer.