Supernatural Imagines: Book Two

Part Seven: Down the Rabbit Hole (d.w)

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Avenger!Fem!Reader

Warnings: angst, murder by magic, MoC!angst

Summary: If you're going to have to feed the Mark, may as well use people no one is going to miss. Bad people. Meanwhile, Sam and Dean go to Dr. Strange in hopes that they have a plan to remove the Mark from you sooner rather than later.

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When Dean bore the curse of the Mark, he suppressed everything he was feeling until it got too much for him. It's what killed him. He let his anger get the better of him which was his downfall. The Mark turned him into a ruthless monster that needed to be stopped. Even after he was free of it, the aftereffects lingered for years to come.

Not you. You're different.

You can't die so the Mark can't function how it's supposed to. You have to feed it if you don't want it to corrupt you, but you still have what you call your humanity. You're not human but you like to think by spending time with humans, you have grown to think and be like them. It's killing you to think about hurting people, but the Mark has a hold over your mind.

It's like you're locked inside your mind and forced to watch yourself consume energy which kills the humans you take it from. There's nothing you can do to stop it, so you have a choice to make. You can allow it to go after everyone it sees, or you can control the kind of people it wants you to kill. If you're going to be consuming souls, may as well consume bad ones.

There's one person you know that deals with the most evil kinds of humans, so that's where you go. You leave New York through a portal and step right into Virginia where the BAU is. You walk into the BAU and straight to the elevators, causing the receptionist to jump into action.

"Ma'am! You can't go back there without an appointment." You keep walking and ignore her words. "Ma'am! Stop!"

You look at her and narrow your eyes at her computer. You don't want to hurt her even though everything in your body is telling you to. No, only bad people! Instead of hurting her, you use your powers on her desk computer. It shorts out and explodes in a cloud of smoke. She screams at the noise and jumps back from the desk but the damage is done. She's scared and she doesn't dare stand in your way.

"Do not get in my way."

You step onto the elevator and head to the third floor where the BAU offices are. The place is busy for a Friday but you don't care about anyone in that office except for one. Spencer is the only person you have ever been in contact with at this place, so he's the only one who will be able to help you. Spencer is talking to JJ when you walk through the glass double doors but he hasn't noticed you yet.

In fact, no one has.

He laughs at something she said and looks around the room until he locks eyes with you. His smile immediately drops and his entire body goes rigid. The last time you two talked, it didn't exactly go well. He was scared of you when you asked him to look into where Sam was and he's scared now. You walk over to him and ignore the looks you're getting from JJ.

"I need bad guys."

"Excuse me? What are you talking about?"

"Spence, who is this?" JJ asks.

"What are you doing here?" he asks, ignoring his friend.

"I came across something powerful and I decided to embrace it instead of running from it. However, I need to keep it satisfied which means I need souls, bad souls, like the ones you hunt. So, give me what I want and I won't hurt you."

"Seriously, Spence, who is she?" JJ asks. "Should I get Hotch?"

You look at JJ with a deadly glare.

"Take one step and I'll kill you without blinking."

"Excuse me?"

"Y/N, stop it," Spencer says.

"Give me a list of everyone you're hunting. I will take care of it for you. Think of me as your personal maid. I'll take out the trash for you," you smile not-so-sweetly.

"Should I call Dean or Dr. Strange?"

To show just how much you're not joking, you grab JJ and put her in front of you like a human shield. She tries to move but you grip her arms tightly and allow your powers to suck out some energy, de-aging her by two years. By now, other people have noticed you three and have stopped to stare but you don't care about them. You'll kill every last one of them if you have to.

"All it takes is one touch from me and she turns to dust. Do you want that? Her death will be on your hands."

"Spencer," she whimpers.

"Fine. I'll get it for you. Just don't hurt her."

"I'm waiting. I'll keep her company until you return."

Spencer has no choice but to leave you two alone and goes to Hotch to get that information.

"I have a husband and a son. Please don't kill me," she begs.

You want to cry. You want to let her go. You want to hide away from everyone so you don't have to hurt them but the Mark won't let you. Spencer comes back with papers in his hands which he hands over to you. You shove JJ into Spencer now that you've got what you want. Hotch comes out of his office and is about to order everyone to turn their weapons on you, but you create a portal right in the middle of the bullpen. You smirk at Hotch before stepping through it, entering another state in a different timezone.

The first person on your list is hiding out in an abandoned town not far from where you landed, and you walk all the way over there. Nothing this man does will stop you from entering this place and taking his life. He stole a portable grill to cook some food which is what he's doing when you bust the door down.

"Hey! What the fuck?!"

You walk over to him and grab a rusted knife that's sitting on a table. The man doesn't have any time to get away before you're plunging the knife into his gut. He cries out and shoves you away, stumbling back into the rotting stove.

"Who the fuck... What...?"

"It really isn't personal," you say.

Your powers cause his wound to fester and get an infection, and he cries out in pain. You don't stop until the flesh around it rotting away with the wound until there is no life left in the man. You soak up every bit of energy and trauma you've just caused before turning and leaving the house.

Onto the next.

The more you kill, the more you feel better, and that's all you want. You just want to feel better.

You might have said you can handle it but Dean has been worried since you told him to go back to Lebanon. He tried to focus on hunting but you're all that he can think about, especially when he got a call from Spencer Reid with the BAU. Hunting will have to wait since you need his help now before you get past the part of no saving.

"Come again?" Stephen asks after hearing what Sam and Dean said.

"Look, you need to help her. She might say she's fine and can handle it but I know the Mark personally. She's not fine."

"Thank you for your concern but I can take it from here."

"Sir?" All three men look at one of the sorcerer's apprentices. "She's gone."

"What?"

"The glass is shattered. She's gone."

"Shit," Stephen curses.

"Look, we all need this off her but the second you remove it, God and Amara will be released. It'll be the end of the world as you know it, like a Thanos-level threat. Maybe worse," Dean sighs.

"I've been working on a spell to contain the mark, but it's at Kamar Taj. Wong is helping me."

"Will it save her?"

"Let's hope it does. A corrupted Time Stone won't be good for anyone."