Finally

No Bond?

Larry's POV:

When I did finally got to sleep it was some time after the sun came up. I searched through our mate bond and tried to locate Laurent to find out where he was. I could've sworn I felt him last night beside me but he either unknowingly has a block up or something has happened to him that is blocking our bond.

After feeding, and changing my pups I carried all three in my arms in search of my mate. I did not feel any pain last night or in the morning before I fell asleep so at least I know Laurent wasn't hurt.

I struggled carry my pups in my arms, as I walked down towards the dining room hoping not only will my beautiful mate be there but also his family.

Unfortunately no one except a few Omegas cleaning up the dining room and kitchen were in there. Frustrated I walked towards Laurent's office. Maybe he fell asleep in there.

'Doesn't explain why we can't reach mate'. Blaze whispered out sounding a little hurt. Truth be told I feel the same way he does.

Our mate bond is supposed to reach our mate no matter where they are but I can't locate Laurent or Beast anywhere. I can't even feel them it's like they disappeared.

'We need to find mate'. Blaze whispered out a little louder. 'Yes we do'. I answered him. We do need to find him and figure out how come it feels as though he is blocking us.

After walking back up the flight of stairs that led to Laurent's office I could hear whispers from inside his office, but none of the whispered voices belonged to Laurent.

Who the h*ll is in my mates office without either Laurent or I?

The whispered came to a sudden stop before I reached the door and pushed it open. Inside Laurent's office was his grandfather, mother and both king and queen of the vampires.

Shocked is an understatement of how I feel right now, beings unless Laurent gave them prior permission no one should be in his office without him or I. And also to find them whispering but suddenly atop as soon as they either heard or smelt me approaching his office.

We all stared at each othwr before Laurent's mother tried to talk to me. I was barely able to hold up one hand signaling for her to stop. I'm not in the mood I want to find my mate so I cut her off and asked them where he was.

'Where is Laurent'? I asked almost sounding rushed. Something is going on here but until I find Laurent it'll have to wait to find out what they are hiding. No one answered my question si I askef a little louder this time, but not to loud to scare my pups.

'WHERE IS LAURENT'? I gritted out angrily. I heard his mother Sami sigh before answering me.

'He's in the Alpha suite in the hospital'. She said sighing again.

Was it just a dream that he was laying beside me last night?

'No I felt both our mates last night'. Blaze said. I nodded my head slightly. I have had vivid dreams before but never ones that I truly felt my mate next to me. I know yesterday before I fell asleep he was in the Alpha suite, but as I walked out of Laurent's room I overheard the doctor telling his grandfather he would be discharging Laurent in a few hours.

'Laurent went for a run and blacked out in the forest again and the warriors carried him back the packhouse where the pack doctor readmitted Laurent for observation'. She said. I just nodded handed her and Samuel my pups and walked towards the packhouse hospital.

'What happened to our mate'? Blaze asked sadly.

'I do not know'. I answered just as sadly.

What the h*ll is going on? Yesterday he blacked out and after he went for a run he blacked out again?

Something seems off around here.

After arriving in the Alpha suite once again where Laurent is. I sat beside him and held his hand.

I felt no tingles.

I felt no spark.

I can't smell his beautifully rain and musk scent.

It was as if Laurent and I are no longer mates. Thinking this caused Blaze to become angry.

'Why can't I feel mate'? Blaze gritted out. I would also like to know how come it feels as though our mate bond as been severed.

My heart felt as though it was bleeding tears from the lost of our bond. I feel more lost than I did when I woke up and Laurent was no where to be found or felt.

'Blaze I think we need to leave'. I told him in my head so no one can hear me talking. Something is wrong here and I'm starting to feel unsafe here. Until Laurent wakes up I think my pups and I need to leave.

'Go get pups now'. 'Let's leave, hurry up'. Blaze said sounding both angry and sad. I felt tears falling from my eyes as I gave one last kiss and look before I walked back towards Laurent's office to gather my pups and pack each one of them a bag as quick as possible and leave just as quickly.

I heard the hushed whispers again as I approached Laurent's office once again. Not bothering to care what they are saying I walked in his office gathered my pups and walked out without saying anything to anyone inside the office.

As I walked towards my pups room I ran into Meridia she smiled warmly at me and I smiled back, not as warm as hers was but at least a genuine smile.

'What's up Luna Larry'? She asked. I shook my head not wanting to answer her, but did anyways.

'I'm taking the pups to the park'. I lied.

'Do you want company'? She asked me, again I shook my head but answered again.

'No I just need some time with just my pups after everything that has gone on over the past couple weeks'. I partially lied, telling the truth.

It's true the last couple weeks have been an unfriendly couple weeks. But these last twenty fours have been worse.

I sighed and told her I would see her at dinner time, she nodded her head and opened her mouth to say something but before she could I walked past her and headed to the pups room to get what I needed for them, which isn't much beings I will be heading to Laurent's house until he wakes up and remembers me.

Good thing he updated everything including the security since the last time we were there.

I waited till Laurent's family had went to see Laurent before leaving the packhouse. At first the warriors refused to let me go without a couple warriors to watch over me and my pups but after commanding them uaing my Luna voice they had no choice to let me leave.

I hate using my commanding voice, but I needed to, to be able to leave. It took about thirty minutes in a car to get to Laurent's house. Using my fingerprint I was able to open the front door.

The house feels lonely but not as lonely as being in a packhouse with a mateless bonded mate bond.

Sighing I took my pups up to their room and laid them in their cribs Laurent and I had set up after, I set up the nursery at the packhouse. Walking into Laurent and I's room that joins our pups room and crashed on our bed and allowed my heart to release the pain it has felt all day.