Finally

Not Larry pt.1

Jackson's POV:

After Egon and I moved into the Alpha's suite, along with our Godpup's and Miguel. Maria wanted to tag along and if both Larry and Laurent were not unconscious and gave me their okay for her to tag along I would have let her, but like I had said before I am not to familiar with her and the room we are staying in does not belong to us, so declined her.

I explained to Miguel ahead of time, before speaking to Maria. He was a little upset but he understood where Egon and I were coming from. Miguel spoke to Maria after I did helping her understand better, because apparently when I was explaining to her why I couldn't allow her to stay in the Alpha suite she still didn't understand.

In her defense I understood why she didn't understand. Larry invited her to come along to the house and even called her family, but to my defense while we were at the house we all had our own rooms.

It took about two hours for Miguel to explain it to her using pack information. Even though I have been around pack's since the beginning of their creation I still do not understand all of the pack rules. I thanked Miguel for explaining it to her better than I did.

'My beloved you'll get wrinkles'. Egon said jokenly. I shook my head negatively.

'What are you thinking, that makes your face look like you tasted something spoiled or sour'? He asked. I shrugged my shoulders. He already knew the answer to his question so I chose not to answer him.

I felt Egon wrap his arms around me tightly, kissing the top of my head lovingly.

'It will be okay, I promise'. He said squeezing me tighter. I nodded head not believing him but agreeing with him. I heard him sigh pulling away from me.

'My beloved, if you had a heart it would be pure'. He said kissing me passionately. I moaned into our kiss, wrapping my arms around his neck.

'Please my beloved, it has been too long'. I begged.

'Not in this room'. I heard him whisper pulling away from me. I sighed sadly. Ever since Egon and I came back to the pack to help out prepare the pack for the up coming war, this is the most intimate we have been with each other and it's starting to feel as though my beloved doesn't want to be intimate with me anymore.

I watched Egon finish getting dressed and walk out the bedroom before I slid down the side of the bed and cried silently. I didn't want Miguel or my Godpup's to hear me.

I might just imagining Egon pulling away from me, but something is different and I do not know what it is.

'Queen, um Jackson'. I heard Miguel call me through my closed door.

'Um', I said stopping to clear my throat. 'Yes'? I finally asked him.

'The pup's won't stop crying'. I heard him say sadly, sighing. I nodded my head even though he couldn't see me. My poor Godpup's have been crying almost non stop for the last three days since we all moved into Larry and Laurent's room. At first I thought it was because they missed their beds so Miguel, Egon and I brought their beds in the room from their nursery, but that didn't stop them from crying. Egon suggested that they were either sick, (even though they are wolves, and wolves don't get sick easily) we called the pack doctor to come check on them and all the test he ran came back, that everything is fine. After laying the pup's down on Larry and Laurent's California King bed they quit crying right away. My poor Godpup's miss their father's and nothing and no one can calm them down unless they are laying on the bed. Unfortunately we take them to their beds once they fall asleep, which doesn't last long. Miguel suggested we just leave the pup's in the bed, and if there wasn't a syohoner, syphoning off Laurent I would leave them, but I cannot risk the syohoner to sense my Godpup's especially Marcus and Lovely.

I got up off the walked out of the room and headed towards my Godpup's room, Miguel following close behind me.

'Let's take them to lay down on your Alpha and Luna's bed'. I told him, I watched as he nodded his head yes

I greeted my crying Godpup's, kissing each one if their heads. Picking up three while Miguel picked up the other three and carried them to the bedroom where their father's lay unconscious.

As soon as we laid them next to their father's their crying stopped immediately. I sighed heavily wishing they would wake up.

Within a minute if laying the pup's down Larry sprang up immediately. Shocked I watched as he shook his head and climbed off the bed not paying attention to anyone or anything around him.

'Larry'? I called questionly.

'Pack cell's'. Was all he said running out of the room.

'Stay with the pup's and Laurent and lock the door behind me'. 'Do not let anyone in, even if is Egon until I get back'. I told him sternly, running out the room trying to catch up with Larry.

I was finally able to catch up with Larry outside the pack cell's. I had so many questions running through my mind but I couldn't think straight enough to ask just one of them. I heard him ask me a question as soon as I stood behind him, he must've felt me near him when he began asking me questions, the same questions I have been asking myself.

'Did you ever wonder why the pack members never question why their Alpha went missing'? I heard Larry asked. I nodded my head yes, that was one of the questions that burned in my mind ever since Egon and I returned.

'The Beta disappeared, along with the Alpha'. 'No one said anything to anyone and acted as though Samuel is the Alpha's. 'I have been trying to figure out how all this happened and with your help I finally was able to figure it out'. Larry said. I furrowed my brows not understanding him. He must've realized my confusion because he began explaining it to me.

'Remember the fight between the two visiting Alpha's that you witnessed the day your beloved and you returned'? He asked me I nodded my head yes. I remember that day, and the beginning of all my confusion.

'Do you remember what that pack member told you'? He asked me. I gasped understanding. Why didn't I think of it myself?

'Yes I remember'. I answered him sadly. I cannot believe I didn't figure it out sooner.

'Do not be so hard on yourself'. 'If you hadn't laid me down next to Laurent, I myself would not have figured it out'. He said.

'The rogue's'! I asked even though I knew the answer to my question. I watched as Larry nodded his head agreeing with me.

'That pack member, without his knowledge gave you a clue even though you didn't figure it out because of all that has happened since your return'. 'And then thanks to the Moon Goddess sending me and I picked up on the syohoner, I knew they had to be inside the packhouse'. 'I just didn't know where yet'. He explained then continued to talk. 'If you would have took me back to the nursery, and had not laid me down next to Laurent I wouldn't have been able to watch his memories to find the syohoner'. 'I prayed you would keep me in the room and thanks to your love for Larry and those rare pup's my prayers were answered'. He explained, staring at me. Realization hit me. Even though this being in front of me is my favorite wolf, he is not Larry he just looks like him.

'Jackson I want to thank you for caring for my Larry, his pup's and his mate'. Larry (not Larry) said. I nodded my head not being able to form words.

'Now, shall we go and unleash your wicked side on those rogues'? He asked, winking at me and smiling wickedly.

'H..ow, how do you know'? I asked him shocked.

'Don't worry about how I know, just know that it is good to have a wicked side sometimes'. He said walking into the cells. I followed him trying to understand how he knew about Rain.