Finally

Is this Heaven

Laurent's POV:

Night after night I have dreamt of the breathtakingly beautiful white wolf that I know fir a fact is my mate, and three just as beautiful pups.

The dream has always been the same the white wolf (my mate) playing in the back yard of my house. Not the pack house but the house I was inherited.

My pups and my mate seem exceptionally happy in most of the dreams I had about them. On occasion my dreams turn a little nightmarish that consists of my mate or my pups being wolfnapped, but I have time to get upset my dreams turn back into a peacefully happy one.

One night not that long ago is the only time in my dream that my mate shifted from the beautiful white wolf to a devilishly handsome caramel colored skin man.

Yes a man not a woman.

My mate being a male-wolf instead ofva she-wolf explains why I had not yet found my mate. I had always assumed my mate was a she-wolf.

Guilt ran through my heart at a rapidly sharp stabbing pace as I watched in my dream of my mate and pups playing joyfully.

Their laughters of happiness eased the guilt but not but much.

As my dreams of my family faded a warm glowing vision entered my mind. Her calming affect ease the sharp stabbing pain in heart.

'Laurent'. She said softly. I just stared at her and waited for her to speak.

'Do you know who I am Laurent'? She asked. I shook my head and she chuckled. She does look familiar but I cannot place her face.

'I am the Moon Goddess'. She said softly. Unable to find my words. I just stared at her. Why is she here?

'I am here because it is time to wake up'. She said. Wake up? Wait did she just read my mind?

'Yes Laurent wake up'. 'And yes I read your mind you are after all my child'. She said calmly chuckling softly.

"Beast". I whispered in my head. I still have yet to hear from him and it's starting to affect me immensely.

'Laurent, Beast is asleep'. She said.

"What do you mean asleep"? I asked a little angrily.

'Beast needed to recover after your power surge'. 'In ordered to save him I had to put him to sleep'. She said. I nodded my head not quite really understanding what she means.

Since I woke up I have felt that something or someone very important is missing from my life and after not being able to reach Beast I figured it was his lack of prescence that I was missing.

'Laurent you need to find your mate'. The Moon Goddess said. I nodded my head agreeing I did need to find my mate. I have waited way to long.

"Yes I know and I will". I told her confidentially.

'No Laurent you need to find your mate and your pups'. She said with finality in her voice. I stared at her. Again with my mate and pups.

"I do not have a mate or pups yet". I told her a little anxious.

Am I missing something?

Why haven't any of my family told me?

Wait I remember my mother telling me to find my mate and pups. Does that me I havr already found him and we already have pups?

How could I forget my mate and pups?

'Laurent...Laurent please calm down'. 'Your mate left when you were unconscious, not because he did not want to be with you but because neither of you could feel the mate bond and he thought you were gone'. She blurted out.

Not feel our mate bond?

What the h*ll?

"How come we cannot feel our mate bond"? I askef her feeling pi$$ed.

'You cannot feel the mate bond because Beast was injured from your energy burst and in order to save him I paused your bond'. She said sounding a little defeated.

"Paused our bond"? "I have never heard of anything like that". I told her flatly.

'Yes paused it not just to protect both of you while Beast recouperates but also to save Larry, that's your mate's name, from heartache while you were in a coma'. She said not looking at me.

"Tell everything from the beginning until now". I demanded. Who in the h*ll does she thinks she is. Yes I know she's the Moon Goddess and can severe or 'pause' mate bonds between mates but now my mate and pups are roaming around somewhere and with out the mate bond I can't feel him, so I won't be able to locate him.

'Laurent I came to tell you it is time to seek the answer that your family has been hiding from you sibce you were a pup'. 'I will unbind Beast and he will wake up soon as well'. She said. I watched as the Moon Goddess kissed my forehead, placed a hnad on my heart and disappeared.

Sudden rush of my dreams rolled throughout my head.

I watched as my beautiful mate gave birth to our triple pups.

We have two prince's and a princess.

I smiled sadly as memory after memory we shared together ran through my heart and mind.

My veins felt like lava was rushing through them from the memories of my mate strapped down in my special room.

The last memory brought tears to my eyes as I heard Larry whisper a goodbye kissing me one last time before walking out my hospital room.

Without thinking of anything futher I got up and rushed to the bedroom door. I stopped and looked around the room.

This isn't my room. I thought. I continued to walk around the small room and looked for a sign of whose room this is.

Exiting the room I stopped at the door and realized I was on the Omega floor. No where near my room which is on the fifth floor.

Why the h*ll am I in an Omega room?

I ran to my office and stood outside my office door.

Yes I know I am the Alpha of this pack and thanks to the Moon Goddess and my regained memories.

I heard whispers inside my office. Without knocking I walked in my office. Yes my office no need to knock.

The whispered voices stopped immediately and about ten pair of eyes landed on me as I walked dangerously slow towards my desk where my grandfather is currently seated.

Without saying anything my grandfather got up immediately and walked in front of my desk and sat in one of the chairs opposite my desk.

"Care to tell me the secret you and my family have been keeping from me since I was a pup"? I seethed out. Gasps were heard throughout the room. I shrugged not caring.

'What do you mean'? I grandfather had the nerve to ask. If it wasn't for the kiss from the Moon Goddess on my forehead I wouldn't have regained all, and I do mean all my memories.

"Explain Now"! I shouted out slightly.

Hearing my grandfather sigh. I watched as he tried relaxing in the chair before he began to speak.