Lover Next Door

Chapter 29

2 weeks later

I've been going back in forth between Jaehyun and Taeyong for 2 weeks now. i'll say this, it's been exhausting. Not from their part, but damn I really didn't think it would take me this long to come to a decision. Every time I think I'm leaning towards one of them, the other says or does something to get me to reconsider. I hope I can come to some sort of realization soon

Jiyoung

hey hey heyy

Yuta

she has an idea

Jiyoung

how'd you know

Mark

almost every time you text first it's because you want to go out

Jiyoung

...

well this time it's miyeon

Miyeon

you bitch

Yujin

okay tell us "miyeon"

Miyeon

jiyoung wants to go do some karaoke 

Jiyoung

SNITCH

Miyeon

YOU DID IT FIRST

Johnny

💀

Yujin

karaoke? that sounds fun

Mina

so we all going?

Mark

looks like it

Jiyoung

everyone better come 😤

Since today's a Saturday I don't have any plans with either of the guys. However I don't know how they'll act tonight

I get a call from Jiyoung and I pick up

"Hello?"

"Hey Bachelorette"

"Shut the fuck up" 

Jiyoung is the only one I've told about the current situation I'm in. At first she thought I was so lucky, but eventually she got to see the problems it comes with

"You think they'll both come tonight?"

"If I'm there probably"

"Ha ha you got leeches" she giggles

"I'll hang this phone up"

"Okay sorry"

"Are you sure you're coming"

"Yeah I will"

"Okayy I'll see you there then" she says as we both hang up

I hope tonight goes well...

-

"I GOT THE FEELS FOR YOU YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, YEAHHH"

We were all having fun. I was up singing with Mina and Mark while the rest sat and cheered us on

"YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART OH YEAH" the three of us sing out loud

"PARK YUJIN!! I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN" Jiyoung screams out making everyone laugh

By the time the song ends I'm out of breath

"Man I love that song" Mina says as she sits down

"Okay who's next?" Taeyong asks

"Who hasn't gone" Jiyoung takes a sip out of the drink she snuck in

"Hey, don't be stingy" I say as I grab the bottle

"Jaehyun hasn't gone" Yuta points out

We all turn to Jaehyun, who's sitting in the corner of the long couch

"What?"

"You have to go" Miyeon nudges him

"Hmm" he slouches

"Come on just go" Johnny hands him the mic

He gets up and stands in front of me and Jiyoung

"Give me some of that" he says as we hand him the bottle

He takes a long sip before standing in front of the screen

"What are you gonna sing" I ask

"Just watch"

(A/N: i know i've played this song in an earlier chapter but just go with it😭)

We all feel the anticipation as the song starts

"JUNG JAEHYUN!! JUNG JAEHYUN!!" we all cheer out

His voice is so soft I love it whenever he sings. 

He would sometimes sing to me and would joke around saying that he was serenading me. But now that I know how he feels about me I can't help but think he was actually being genuine about that

I watch as his singing sways everyone away. Suddenly I have this feeling yet again. That feeling where I think it's just the two of us and no one else

"So whenever you ask me again how I feel. Please remember my answer is you" He looks back at me. He continues to keep his focus on me as he sings

All my thoughts shut out as my only focus becomes him. Only he matters to me right now

This entire time I've been worried that if we went anything past friends it would put our relationship at risk. I never wanted anything to happen that would end in one of us pushing the other away. But I don't think I can continue living in denial

Over the past weeks he gives me reasons to be more clear about my emotions. I've always held back, but I don't think I want to anymore. I feel like showing them to him isn't such a bad thing. Whenever I see him my heart wants to jump out of my chest. I get this exhilarating feeling just by seeing him. I want to keep on feeling like this as long as he's around

I think I might have just made my decision...

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