I was already naked
When we were just starting
And when you had your eyes on me
I was naked
No covers
No anything
I didn't have any mask on
So I'm still wondering
Why you love me today
And why you wanna love me tomorrow.
Here I am
Still naked
Maybe it's because you looked right into a particular part
Or you didn't spend that much attention
Which is why you didn't see it all immediately
So you wanna love me.
I am naked
I am wounded
I am traumatized.
I was fooled by grown men thinking that our age differences didn't matter
I was cheated on by younger men who felt so entitled in doing that
I was rebounded by men my age that insensitively took away parts of me
I was harassed and abused by men in my church, men in my home, and men in innocent student uniforms
I was left by men who told me they didn't have the plan to do so, and when they did, they made me blame myself
I was gaslighted by my own family and they were the first source of my insecurities
I was stabbed by my own friends and they were the first who taught me to doubt
So many things have already happened to me that
Made me take it all off
I'm tired of pretending
So here I am;
Naked.
Here I am,
Each and everything you must know is on the table
Just that
It isn't my naked body;
But my naked truths
If you're backing out
It's fine
But if you want it
If you can handle it
If you can embrace it
I'm all yours.
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Sun and Moon
Non-FictionJust like the sun; she's glowing and shining. A bright red color that symbolizes passion and fierceness. Until she meets someone just like the moon; peaceful and subtle. He's understated and he's there. She's there.