•[I belong to you]• [English]

Chapter 34

- Black out -

After a seemingly endless run amidst tears, difficulty in breathing and negative thoughts Jennifer finally arrives in the decadent part of town, without hesitation she enters the dark alleys sure to find what she is looking for.

After a few minutes spent wandering through those dirty streets, she arrives in front of a small store in a very poor state of repair, from there she sees a boy coming out with a white bag in his hand and she realizes she has found the right place, she enters through the curtain that hides the entrance, a man with a bandage over his left eye glares at her, without being taken by the fear that this man instills in her, she cautiously approaches him.

"Do you have something that will make me forget even who I am?"

"I'm sorry but you are at the wrong place little girl"
Says the man turning his back on her

"how much?"
She says confidently showing him the bills she had in her pocket, her father is a businessman, a trick or two to get what she wants she has also learned even if she doesn't care about these things

"come"
Affirms the man who is now definitely convinced to give her what she has been craving all night.

Once the bag is taken Jennifer leaves the tiny room but only after being threatened by the blindfolded man not to spread the word, the girl understands that he doesn't want the cops after him.

After having gone far enough not to meet a single living soul, the queen is about to open the bag containing the substance that would have sent her to heaven, making her forget the hell she is in

"then let's see"
She begins to tinker with the white powder but after two minutes of staring at it she realizes she doesn't have the slightest idea of how to use it

"yet I've seen it done a million times on TV shows, what is it they say? Sniff?"
She continues to tinker with the powder trying to imitate characters from the TV shows she has seen but realizes that this is not really for her

"what am I doing...?"
She says looking up in the air, there isn't even the moon in the sky only stars, and no working streetlights, the only source of light she has is her phone's flashlight

"ahah, a night like the one when the Titanic sank.... I feel like I'm doing the same"
The queen definitely abandons the idea that brought her there, closes the bag

"seriously... What am I doing?"
She brings a hand over her eyes covering them

"I'm supposed to be a carefree happy girl. I mean, I'm sexy.... I'm rich, I mean I just threw away all the money I had whit me for something I haven't even used or will use.... I have an amazing best friend..."
She lowers her hand and brings it to her heart

"...And yet I feel, I feel like I'm missing something.... Like a part of me is somewhere else"
The image of Destiny that had previously shattered before her eyes comes back to her in the form of a vague memory, as if in self-defense her subconscious is trying to keep her from remembering her, her image fading more and more until it becomes almost unrecognisable

"Destiny... Destiny... What have I done?"
Hot tears begin to line her face like scars, she tries to wipe them away between sobs but they continue to flow uncontrollably, after a few minutes she calms down realizing that she has to go back but she is too tired to walk, so she decides to call the only person she can find comfort in this moment.

"Zoe, hi... listen can I ask you a favor?"

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Jennifer's gay side is taking over muahaha 😈🏳️‍🌈
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