Somewhere in between

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Chapter 4

I am on my true path of my life. There are so much coming into my life that I think will be amazing. But for now I am a bit stagnant. I know the Divine and the angels are working hard behind the scenes. I am grateful. When I was away walking I saw 999 on my clock. The angels are here beside me all the time. It makes me feel that I am not alone.

I am still some kind grieving my DM. I felt it yesterday after watching this really great movie. Was it all a dream? Was it just something that I made up in my life? I know it wasn't but for now I am somewhere in between. Not really knowing where I will end up EVEN if I know that everthing will be great. I know I have paid all karma I have ever had. 

I know Universe and the Divine have some good shit waiting for me. I know everything will be what is meant to be. There are no coincidences. There are no right och wrongs. There are choices and each of them leads us on to different paths, makes us who we are. Sometimes it is our true souls purpose. Sometimes we need to go back and correct. The soul always win. Always.

I am so blessed in my life with friends, health and a heart that are open, loving and kind. For most. I like who I am. Who I have become. Even if the roads have been heavy, stormy and have felt devastating sometimes I am very proud and honoured of being me. Just the way I am. I am me. The one I was meant to be. For sure. 

For now I am one foot in the new cycle and one foot in the old one. I am a bit struggling but am close to get in with both feet. I can feel it. I long for it and am really excited for it. It will be my cycle, a sunny, blessed cycle with the thing I like the most, love. And humour of course. 

For now, I am just somewhere in between.  

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