Journal of an Empress

Listen to your intuition

Chapter 7

It is easy to listen to your intuition when you are in the flow. When you are grounded and don't even think twice on what you want to do or not. You are just flowing. Going with your emotions, not afraid of anything, rejection or fear. You just do what your heart is telling you because you want to be just you.

When days arrive when the energy is thick. The clouds weigh heavy on your shoulders and you are sipping for air then it is not that easy to make brave actions with your heart. Your brain is wanting to take the lead and your demons are hunting you with their negative thoughts and criticism of your behavior. Wanting support then is weak you think. Showing your cards are not an option. You just want to creep into your cave and hide. Because you just have problems of presenting to the world you need someone. And feels that are their any hands that will give you support as you do for them?

We just want to show our selves when we are in the right mood, right behavior and on the top of the world. When we have it all together and seem to be that superperson that everyone wants. Who can get to know somebody then. Who can feel for someone that doesn't show all their sides. With light comes shade. You might assume that someone think in a certain way but when you are low you are not so good at making any positive assumptions.

You just want to see the dark, the shade and the grey clouds above you. You just want to think that everything and everyone is against you. But you kn now, the Empress have all sides. She embrace them all. She speaks of herself with respect even if she is low. She doesn't act on stupide, negative thoughts. She doesn't act on them at all. She can feel them. She can embrace them. Then she can just let them go. Into the flow of energy in the Universe. Into the river of idiotic assumptions, shady behavior and negative thoughts and analysis. She can just let go. And embrace the unknown. Embrace the unknown and the uncertainty. Cause the only thing that is certain is the uncertainty. That is the only thing that is certain. And if you make assumptions on your low energy and a bad day you will always act in a way that is not in align with your true depth of your soul.

I know you can go with the flow. Even if the flow seem stagnant. I know that you can just keep on going. Just keep going to a beautiful future. When you speak with your heart. It is the most important to do. Speak through your heart and you will never be disappointed because if you speak through it you give someone else the chance to speak to you authentic you and not the shady, weak person that you are not. You want to show the world the real you. No one else. 

That is true Empress behavior. To show the world you. Because you are beautiful even when you are not on the top. Even if  you are low and in the down. It is ok not to be ok. It is ok not to have energy like a bursting river all the time. It is ok. It is ok.