Journal of an Empress

Soul warming meeting

Chapter 25

I have met this soulmate that has crossed my path. I can't really say how much it feels like I have met him, long, long time before. I can't place him in this life but I can feel we have met in a past life. Maybe several.  Of that I am sure of. Something in his energy is just familiar about him and feels like home. It feels just so warm to be around him.

It is honest. True. Sharp discussions and no covering of neither feelings or thoughts. He is just important for me. He is just someone that I deeply care about and whom I feel the same from. He likes me. I like him. It is not another new chapter of a relations ship story from where you start as a couple. At once or have plans that we are heading to it. 

It is a relationship story that starts with two souls, who feel the loving longing for the others presence in it, in words written, to be near each other but mostly because life feels empty without them. I am not in love with him, I might be some day, I feel a tickling inside my heart and I can honestly say, a longing for his touch or making a step forward to have his touch. But both feel that what we have is so precious and both are in a healing process in life, a building new roads in our life so it is all about divine timing. I don't know where we will be in one year. But I don't give a fuck. I want him in my life, he makes me feel safe and blessed. And most of all, he gives my life a touch of joy and happiness. Just like that. 

He came into my life in April and it is July now. From nowhere.  He after a divorce that he is still building from, as a new him. Me from this twinflame journey that has been a rough chapter in my life to handle even if I feel ascended in life, from time to time, more and more. Blessed. Happy. Discovering my true self. 

This soulmate that has entered my ife is just someone that when we meet, we have met two times, it just feels so real, no bullshit and fake behaviors. I can just be myself with him. He makes me feel that I can be that, it is truly amazing. I can feel that it is the same for him. He say it too but I can FEEL it and that is the most important. I feel in my stomach how right it is for him to be part of my life.  He wants me in his life even if no one is ready for a relationship, due to circumstances we both have and also that we both is two growing plants that need to grow some more before entering a cycle together. If it is meant to be so it will. I am neutral in it, whatever will happens, is up to divine. 

The truth is also that  it feels so nice to see what I want from a man. What I want with someone in my life in the future. What I appreciate in a person. Just to sit and discuss things, communicate and be open. Respect.  I have really missed that kind of person. Who makes me feel that I am important. To him.  It was needed for us both to have this talk about what we have felt, read into each other messages and also to just see each other. Feel what we feel when we meet. That was great. It was great and to be honest I would without a doubt just laid down beside him and would have slept like a baby with him close to me. Without a doubt. Crazy isn't it? 

So this meeting felt very divinely guided. Thank you Universe. Thank you Divine. I am thankful for you having my back and have faith in thrusting you to give me situations, people and other things into my life which are needed for my growth. And I know everything will be fucking ok, no matter what. No matter what everything will be fucking ok. 

That my friends, is faith. With a capital F.