Journal of an Empress

Loving with your soul not your eyes

Chapter 8

One can not say that love is blind but still what if we were to meet eachother blindfolded. What if we couldn't see, what if we just felt. Felt the energy, the smell and heard the voices. Is it true that we can feel love without seeing eachother. Is it possible to create feelings through words? That will complete us when we also open our eyes?

Falling in love with the souls. Without even had met eachother? I don't know. I haven't experienced that kind of feeling. I think we can fall in love in someone else but might not be  with chemistry that will bring attraction. Attraction what is that made of really? Is it all about the beauty to the eyes? Or is it the energy someone carries out for just that one person they match with? The person that really can feel that chemistry blend with theirs? 

I think that we connect with our eyes sometimes but it is the true authenticity that the soul carries that takes us on the love roller-coaster. I think even if you met the most beautiful guy or girl he or she can become very ugly when he or she doesn't have a soul that matches true beauty. Then the love fails. Of course that depends on what you are looking for but I am talking about true love. Love with large L.  It is so important that the inner you match the outer you. Or the inner me matches the outer me. To be unique as you. And me. 

I really want to aim for a person with a soul that is glowing and with a smile that is glowing. With eyes that promises true, authenticity and genuine loving feelings. I don't know when or where but I know that someday I will meet the one. 

I know that I have a DM. I know that I have a spiritual connection that I will live with for the rest of my life. It doesn't mean that it should steer my life or my decision. It doesn't mean that I will just go around blindfolded for everything else in my life. It just mean that I had to learn some lessons and hopefully my DM have too. I know that we are deeply connected but he ran and I didn't do anything and wont do it either. Because I knew what everything meant and am truly grateful for all that I have accomplished in this journey and that woman I see in the mirror. She is beautiful, inside - out. I have learned that I only deserve the best. 

So Universe knows what I want and what is best for me. She will bring me a really, nice updated version of the DM that I might consider or a new soulmate that will bring me true love and passion. True bond. True, open communication and someone that knows himself. Well. Not starts to run whenever things get too heavy or hard to deal with.

I know that he will arrive and I also know that everything will come to great union when the Divine timing is right. I am not in a hurry. I am not in a hast. I am living my life in harmony and knows that everything will be just as it will be. No coincidences just moments of appreciations no matter what.

Feeling me through everything. Trying to be blindfolded and not a 3D picking person. Trying to steer in this materialistic, ego world with a open, loving heart. I know that is who I am, and wants to be. An empress.