Journal of an Empress

Just be you, be the Empress

Chapter 25

I will not be nervous anymore for showing how I am as me. I have been nervous for not being able to do things or achieve things, sometimes having some anxiety of maybe failure or not being good enough. I am done with those thoughts. I am done with feeling not good enough.

Tomorrow I am starting a new job and ofcourse there are some butterflies in my stomach. New people, new things to learn and also new places to visit but most of all I am exciting of meeting new people, seeing new places and learning new things. Everything is about mindset. Everything is about neutrality. Not expecting things, people or places to be in some kind of way, just going with the flow is the recipe. 

I am happy of starting my new journey. I am happy of showing the world the new me or well the me who has been inside of me so many years. I don't need to show people anyone else than me. I am good enough and I am actually VERY much good enough, being me, an unique person as all of you.

I have the last weeks ascending in a higher level inside. I am feeling much more aligned with my true purpose and I am feeling very much more align with my being, my heart and my soul.

This journey has been a blessing and sometimes very, very hard to proceed on but even if it has been tough, it has always been teaching me new, loveable and amazing things about myself. I have also learned to forgive others and this has given me the energy to proceed in life in a totally new way. I have not tried to go agains the force of developing or growing. I have just gone with the flow and tried to just feel myself through the storms and you know what, THAT has been the answers to it all. To just go with the flow and just aim to feel. 

So tomorrow will be the first day on a new journey and I will try to just feel excited, neutral and grateful for getting this opportunity to have arrived to me. Blessed but not stressed. 

Being an empress just means being myself and I think that, that role is one of the roles I can play the best without even being pressured to do it.