it's u || minsung

1

auditions.

cmon jisung, you got this.

"hello i'm han jisung, 20." jisung did a quick introduction, spinning his drumstick around his finger as he sat down.

the other three men had their eyes glued to him as he started drumming 'smells like teen spirit' by nirvana. the song was perfectly accompanied by his style. he wore black ripped jeans, that were baggy around his legs, a cropped nirvana shirt, and platform converse.

two out of the three had basically fallen in love. eyes glued to the drummer as he worked his magic. but the remaining band member had a cold expression on his face.

no. absolutely not.

"that was amazing!"

"your style is so cool!"

"thank you guys!" jisung bowed as he stood up.

"you're the best audition, welcome to stray kids. i'm chan, i play guitar. this is hyunjin, he plays bass. this is minho, he's lead singer and lead guitar." chan introduced jisung to all the members.

"our world tour starts next month. make sure you practice all our songs and memorize them." minho said, standing up and storming out of the room.

"i'm sorry, i don't know what his deal is." hyunjin bowed.

"it's okay, don't worry." jisung bowed.

"give me your number so i can add you to our group chat." chan held his phone out.

"okay." jisung nodded, putting his number into chans phone.

i hate him. of all people why did it have to be him? why does he have to look like him?

minho miserably threw himself on his bed, not sure what emotions he was feeling right now.

he picked up his youngest cat, dori, playing with it. that is, until he was interrupted by his door opening.

"aye lee knoooooowwwwww!" hyunjin shouted as he walked into the apartment.

"what?" minho groaned, not in the mood to see anyone right now.

"we're going out with jisung later, to make him feel more welcomed into the band." chan spoke as he entered his room.

"k." minho simply responded.

i do not want to be around him.

"i think our boyfriends and their friends are joining us on our tour by the way!" hyunjin smiled excitedly. he couldn't wait to have seungmin with him on tour.

"oh! invite them to dinner too! since jisung is our new drummer, he'll have to get used to them." chan said excitedly.

"what time is the dinner?" minho asked, letting out a sigh.

"it's at the maple tree house. we're meeting there at five so DONT be late." chan said in almost a scolding manner.

"okay, okay." minho sighed, laying back.

"hey, what's wrong?" chan asked.

"nothing, just tired." minho mumbled.

"okay, take a nap before dinner but set an alarm!" chan reminded him as he left with hyunjin.

minho set an alarm for three, letting himself drift off into sleep.

oh my god what if they don't like me? pull yourself together han jisung!

jisung groaned to himself, trying to find an outfit for dinner. he ended up settling with ripped tights, an oversized black hoodie, and demonias. he did light makeup, some eyeliner, and lashes. he ruffled his hair, too lazy to actually do it.

he took a look in the mirror, a frown instantly appearing on his face.

you're getting fat.

your legs look weird.

everybody's going to think you're disgusting.

jisung let out a shaky breath, throwing a beauty magazine at the mirror before walking out.

he grabbed a bottle of soju, just taking one shot before putting it back. the feeling of the alcohol in his throat was enough to calm him down a bit.

he decided to smoke a cigarette before he left. he was sitting on his balcony, staring out into the distance. he slowly took drags, letting himself completely calm and get lost in the beauty of the city.

"okay jisung, you got this." he put out his cigarette, throwing the bud in the small trash can he had left out there.

he put on his converse, grabbing his demonias to change into after the drive.

"hi jisung!" chan was the first to stand up and greet him.

he bowed to his new band members, also seeing four unfamiliar faces.

"hi..." jisung said as he sat down next to the blonde boy with freckles.

"this is my boyfriend, jeongin. next to you is felix and his boyfriend, changbin. and that's hyunjins boyfriend, seungmin. guys, this is han jisung, our new drummer." chan introduced everyone.

"nice to meet you!" felix bowed happily.

"hello." jisung bowed politely at the four new faces.

"let's order the meat, side dishes, and soju." chan stood up, going to request the food.

"so jisung! what made you want to join their band?" felix asked curiously.

"i just love music..." jisung said shyly, looking down.

"you know you should look at people when they talk to you." jisung heard a voice scoff from across the table, looking up to meet eyes with minhos.

"sorry." he said quietly.

"hey hun, don't worry about it." felix offered him a warm smile.

jisung just nodded, playing with the rings on his fingers.

the table filled with lively conversations as chan began grilling the meat.

"so, whyd you need a new drummer anyways?" jisung questioned curiously.

"i had carpal tunnel syndrome." changbin spoke.

"ahhh, i see." jisung nodded. "i hope you have a smooth recovery." jisung gave a soft smile.

"thank you. and thank you for filling in for me on tour, i really appreciate it."

"it's no problem!" jisung smiled.

he got very comfortable once he had enough soju in his system.

a/n: IM BACK WITH ANOTHER BOOOOOOKKKKKKKKK AHHHHHHH! i'm so excited for this book! all credit for the ff idea goes to my best friend and soulmate nanasplit04