it's u || minsung

24

"jisung get up! we have to get a pregnancy test!" felix shouted as he walked into minho and jisungs hotel room. "CHAN!"

"what?" he rushed into the room.

"jisungs definitely having his babies." felix pointed to the bed.

"wha- felix that's not- wait a damn minute." chan sighed.

jisung woke up, looking at the other two confused.

"BOO!" minho suddenly shouted, squeezing jisung. jisung, felix, and chan all screamed. jisung hit minhos chest as he bursted out laughing.

"what the fuck!" jisung whined.

"did you two finally fuck? tell us sun, are we getting minsung babies? am i going to be an uncle?" felix rambled questions.

"felix, they're both fully clothed." chan sighed.

"why the fuck would we do that? neither of us could sleep so we cuddled. you cuddle jisung all the time." minho said, a look of disbelief resting upon his face.

"i still think we should buy a pregnancy test. just in case."

"felix he doesn't have a uterus. it is impossible for him to grow a baby inside of him." chan sighed.

"we don't know that. how do you know he's a cis male? he could be trans. not that it matters, it wouldn't make him any less of a man." felix argued.

"lix, i definitely have a penis." jisung laughed.

"that doesn't mean anything."

"lix i'm not a trans male, i'm cis. the trans community has my full respect, still." jisung could barely breathe cause he was laughing so hard.

"why do you want him to be pregnant anyways?" minho chuckled.

"SO YOU WOULD GIVE HIM YOUR BABIES!" felix yelled.

"i never said that!" minho was quick to defend himself.

"okay felix, let's go. see you guys at breakfast." chan smiled, dragging felix out of the room.

"that boy gives me a headache." jisung sighed, laying back down.

"no kidding." minho giggled. "you can go ahead and shower."

"okay." jisung sighed, crawling out of bed.

⚠️TW/ ed, throwing up⚠️

"eat quickly we gotta go." chan said as minho and jisung joined their table.

"it's okay i'm not hungry." jisung smiled.

"ji..." felix frowned. "is everything okay?"

"yeah..i just..i'm not hungry."

"okay.." felix gave a sad smile.

"open your mouth." minho said, holding a forkful of pancakes out.

"hyung he said he's not hungry. don't force him to eat." hyunjin stepped in.

"it's just a bite of pancakes." minho was confused as to why hyunjin was being so protective.

"he said he isn't hungry. don't force feed him." felix glared at minho.

"it's okay i'll take the bite." jisung hesitated, but accepted the forkful of pancakes.

as soon as he swallowed the food, his stomach began aching for more. he didn't know how to make the feeling stop. he knew if he ate more he wouldn't be able to stop.

"i'm gonna use the bathroom real quick." jisung smiled, slowly walking to the bathroom. as soon as he got there, he rushed into a stall.

i have to make this feeling stop. god please.

he shoved two fingers to the back of his throat, making himself throw up. he could a really breathe, gasping for air as he puked. tears began spilling from his eyes, it wasn't stopping.

after a few minutes, jisung stopped throwing up. he sat on the bathroom floor in the stall. his back was against the wall as he was still crying. he felt so pathetic. his body was aching, but at least his stomach didn't hurt anymore.

who was i to think i could recover? pathetic.

"ji?" it was minho.

"minho! go away we've got him." hyunjin said, yanking minhos arm.

jisung covered his mouth, trying not to make any sound. they could easily look under the stall and see him but he didn't want minho to know.

"why can't i check on him?" minho asked, frustration laced in his voice.

"just leave." felix said sternly.

"why do i have to? jisung where are you?"

"minho LEAVE." felix stepped in front of him.

"WHY?"

"dont argue!" jisung sobbed out, unlocking the stall door.

felix and hyunjin rushed over, gently opening the door. the toilet was filled with throw up, and some was still on jisungs chin. his eyes were red and puffy, still crying.

"sun, baby. let's get you cleaned up." felix said gently, helping jisung up.

minho was frozen in place as felix cleaned jisungs face. jisung buried his face into felix's chest, sobbing.

"hyung, remember when i made that joke and said 'at least i'm eating' and you got all confused?" jisung called out.

"..yeah." minho slowly nodded.

"i have an eating disorder. surprise!" he chuckled through his sobs. "i took a bite of food and didn't let myself binge. my stomach was aching for food so i had to make it stop."

"you made yourself throw up?" felix questioned softly as he ran his fingers through jisungs hair.

"yeah. it got rid of the stomach ache. but now my whole body is sore and achey."

"i'm so sorry sungs. i should've listened to them. i shouldn't have made you feel pressured to eat. i mean eating is good, you need to fuel your body. but i still shouldn't have done that. i'm so-"

"minho!" jisung cut him off, walking over to him and pulling him in a hug. "it's fine. i need to start eating more."

minho hugged him gently, letting tears fall from his eyes.

"i'll be here for you. every step of the way." he whispered.

a/n: it was a little too nice for y'all so here's a little angst 🫦🫶