Holy Sin | | JJK

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Jeon Jungkook!

He was someone so innocent. Last I knew him, he had a small friend circle, a typical introvert. And when it came to girls, he was a bit shy only until he wasn't comfortable enough.

Him and I had been friends before lovers. I mean two years of friendship and two years of lovers.

But at such an immature age it was difficult to have sort out your feelings.

Because at that age everything feels right.

I had never imagined Jungkook taking a bold step. Back then at first he even hesitated to hold my hand let alone be kissing. On cheeks I mean.

But this man, who was standing right in front of me was so so different.

This man who had just expressed that he wants me. I yet don't know in what ways but maybe through his words it's clear that he wants me to pleasure himself.

And I couldn't bring myself to deny him. Because somewhere deep down, I may have clearly convinced my heart to accept that I don't have any kind of feelings for him, I knew that I was lying to myself.

I was lying otherwise why would he affect me so much?

Why would I crave for him every single second from the first day I met him once again in the dark conference room?

He wanted me. I wanted him too. But in between was his girlfriend and my self respect.

How could I ever forget how he left me?

If I agree to be his partner in this adult game, it would mean to walk over my self respect.

It would mean to crumble down my own pride for our dark desires.

And he wasn't greater than my pride.

Not yet at least.

But my desires might have been bigger than my pride because I didn't make any efforts to push him away.

"It's cold outside." I had mumbled, indirectly inviting him inside my house.

And that was so fucking stupid. But I wasn't doing anything except making stupid decisions over and over again.

I am so dumb. And I am making such a big mistake. Trust me, I know! I know I'm in such a mess. But I can't resist myself. It's hard.

Unlocking the door of my apartment, I walked inside.

He was still holding my hand. As if I was going to run away.

The question was: Did I want to run away?

And the answer was: No.

I wanted him to hold me in his arms, pin me against the wall and kiss me like no tomorrow.

A kiss that could tell me that he missed me too. He missed having me with him too.

I wasn't alone.

I pushed the door open and the door closed behind my back.

I stood there awkwardly contemplating the situation.

He had said he wanted me and in reply I had indirectly invited him inside my house.

Did it mean that I had said yes?

Even if I hadn't it was clear I wanted what he wanted too.

He squeezed my hand pulling me towards him wrapping his big veiny arm around my thin waist.

He breathed out on my cheeks softly.

"Just say it y/n." He whispered, his tongue on my jawline as he sucked softly. "Just say you want me and I'll do you right here." His words sent shivers down my spine.

His words alone had enough power to make me wet down there.

I clutched on his shoulders moaning in his ears as he bit on my neck.

"Jungkook... Please—" I begged digging my finger nails in his shoulders. He trailed his tongue on the freshly made hickey making me wince in pleasure.

He slid the strap of my crop top down exposing my shoulders and a bit of cleavage.

I moved my hand taking them out from both the straps as it fell loosely on my waist. I was just in my bra.

He slid his thumb across my hardened nipple making me jolt my body due to the sudden touch.

His hands moved lower. My heart pounded crazily. His palm was on my lower abdomen.

Just a little lower please.

He caressed my bare skin softly.

This was torture and he was a master in it. I loved everything he did. But I wanted him to do more.

Sweat beads rolled down my cheeks as he played with the hem of my pants.

He wasn't even touching me that intimately and I was already a mess.

A big mess.

See. This is his power.

I wondered what would happen when we'll be naked on the bed.

My chest heaved up and down and this was enough.

I was done with his torturous wet kisses and his slow sensual touches.

So, for the first time ever in my life I took a bold step. I placed my palm on his that rested right above my core and slid it inside my pants.

"Oh fuck." I cursed throwing my head on his shoulder when his fingers touched my wet clothed pussy.

"Kitten wants me to play with her?" He asked not moving his hand at all. My legs were already trembling.

I couldn't stand anymore. I nodded my head breathing heavily.

He didn't touch a single inch of my skin and at the same time he did.

He moved his finger on my clothed clit making me moan his name.

His other hand rested on my back securely. My face was hid in the crook of his neck and both my hands clutched on his shoulders tightly.

"Yes." I moaned moving my hips because he was rubbing his fingers so slowly.

I bet he loves this pleasurable torture.

"Fuck Jungkook." I let out a shaky breathe as he rubbed my clit faster. Oh God, I was going to ruin my panties.

I was so close to let my orgasm when he slowed down.

I groaned at the lack of friction.

"Please Jungkook... Faster!" He loved how I begged him.

He loved to see that expression on my face and he loved how I was desperate for him.

I could tell by the smirk of his face.

"Please..." I begged again looking at him with puppy eyes while biting my lower lips.

"Holy Shit baby. If you ask like that I'll give you all you want." He said holding me tighter as he rubbed his finger faster than before.

I grunted curling my toes. A painful knot built in the pit of my stomach. I chased my high while letting out loud moans in his ears.

"Fuck!" I cursed as I let out my orgasm.

I threw my head on Jungkook's shoulder breathing heavily. He brought up his hands removing the strand of my hair from my face.

"Like it kitten?" I nodded my head still not over my orgasm.

He held me in his arms gently caressing my back.

I parted my lips to speak when his phone rang.

He pulled away pulling out his phone from the pocket of his jeans.

He glanced at me and then at his phone.

I don't know why but my heart dropped in the pit of my stomach noticing his gaze.

He was going to leave me. I knew it.

"I have an important work. I'll have to go."