Manik's povWhat the actual fuck is wrong with me, I didnt even think twice before judging her, why the fuck would I think she is flirting with him. She loves me so much and I have been hurting her so fucking much, I know its my fault for taking out my anger on her, it was triggered from my past becasue I used to see alia flirting with everyone but its nadnini not alia and I just ruined it
I hate seeing her tears and today I became the reason behind them, how could I even question her like this, I fucking judged her, I cant believe I made her feel like she is bad mother.
I wanted to talk to her and I wanted to apologize but I want to wait until tom when she is freshened up and when arohi is with cabir and navya. They take her to a park or zoo every Saturday so that would be good time to talk to nandini.
I closed my eyes and arohi cuddled up next to me holding my arm making me smile, "I love you baby" I whispered to arohi, when I felt Nandini a sleep I leaned over and kissed her head, "im sorry jaan" I whispered and closed my eyes letting sleep consume me.
I tried sleeping but I just couldn't, a fear rose in my heart, would she leave me now, would she walk away with arohi, would she be able to forgive me, a billion different things were running in my mind, I just couldn't sleep. So I got up and put pillows beside arohi and went to the gym
It was 6 in the morning when I came back and saw arohi and nandini up, seeing me arohi jumped down from the bed and ran to me
"Good morning papa" she said kissing my cheek as I pick her up, "good morning bachata", "ewww yucky you sweaty sweaty" she said making me laugh
"No I'm not" I said rubbing my nose against hers making her pull away because of the sweat
"Ill go shower then you shower okay" I said to her and she nodded, "but hurry up cabir Chachu is taking me to an amuse park", "baby its amusement" I said and she nodded getting down and going to nandini
She put her head on nandini's chest and caressed her cheek, she picks up on nandini's emotions really quick. I looked at nadnini who looked away and cuddled with arohi, sighing I went to shower.
When I came out arohi ran literally ran in the shower while nandini followed her with clothes, I could hear giggling and laughing from the bathroom making me smile.
"Papa see " she said twirling in her blue dress and I smiled, "aww my baby looks so beautiful" I kissed her cheek picking her up in my lap. "Papa gussa at mumma" she asked playing with my chain and it made me feel even more guilty, "no baby" I said
"Liying is bad, mumma is so sad", she said looking at me, "I know baby, ill talk to mumma okay, you don't worry, mumma and papa have to talk but papa is not gussa" I explained and she nodded, "mumma said she will make me paranta aloo with dahi" she giggled and I laughed seeing her so obsessed with food
"Acha ji yeh kab hua", "kal mumma nai promise kia" she said and I kissed her nose, nandini came out and arohi grinned looking at her
"Mumma chalo paranta aloo" she said getting off my lap and yanking her arm out of the room, so I followed them. I sat beside cabir and navya while arohi went with nandini inside the kitchen
"You know its so fucked up that you bring your past insecurities into your relationship with nandini who doesn't see a single man other than you. And to think that you fucking treated her like shit infront of your own daughter who also noticed is fucked up beyond anything" cabir said and I sighed
"I know cabir, I understand that" I said looking at him, "she yelled at you" he asked, "no she was crying and it broke my heart hearing her side of things. I unknowingly called her a bad mother cabir' I said and he smacked my arm
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