Bound by a baby

Chapter 33

I looked at nandini who did look pale, cabir was right she looked weak, weaker than I have ever seen her.

"We have to talk nandini" I said and she just nodded following me up to the room, I sat down on the bed and she sat down beside me opening a blanket covering herself and my legs

"What's going on" I asked and she looked at me confused, "im not sure I understand what you mean" she said

"You look weak, whats going on", "um nothing" she whispered

"Its been 5 days nandini", "wrong its been 6 days and 5 hours" damn was she keeping track

"Exactly, why arent you talking to me" I asked and she looked up at me, "I am, I just didnt wanna intrude your time" seriously man

"Seriously nandini, intrude serious", "yes, I said I would give you time" I shook my head at how precisely short her answers were

"I gave you 6 days and 5 hours, but I am getting impatient and not just impatient I feel sick, I feel lost, I feel like im gonna crumble. Manik I really dont care anymore, you dont wanna forgive me thats okay, its fine just talk to me please. I cannot think straight or pretend infront of arohi, I cant do this anymore. Dont forgive me but please please just hold me for a minute" she begged

I pulled her closer, her back rested against my chest, my arms wrapped around her waist, she leaned her head back on my shoulder as I put my face in her neck prepping a kiss there. She took a deep breath and relaxed into my arms, her hands entwined with mine as my thumb caressed her thumb.

"Im sorry jaan, I realize the words I chose to express myself were wrong, I know I could have chosen better words and actions. I know I hurt you a lot I am extremely sorry babe, I forgave you when we talked about it, I just needed time to cope with the instance. It was really hard on me watching that and I realize that I should have talked to you" I whispered in her neck

"You forgive me" she asked and I nodded kissing her neck, "I forgave you a while ago, I just didnt know how to come up to you and talk" I said and she turned around in my arms putting her arms around my neck

"I love you, I missed you mani, please dont do that again, I hate not being able to talk to you. I am sorry for my actions, I will never walk away again pakka promise" she whispered in my neck and I kissed her ear

"I love you more, see how easy it was to say you love me" I whispered, "you could have said it too na, its been 6 days apnai kuch bhi ni bola, hi bhi ni" she complained

"I know jaan, I apologize for that and for hurting you physically and emotionally" I said kissed her ear making her shiver a little

"Its okay, it was my fault but you owe me a lot of things" she whispered making me chuckle

"What do I owe you baby" I asked, "chocolates, they are finished, I have been wanting one for so long" I laughed hearing her

"Haha why did you ask me, I would have gotten more" I said caressing her hair, "I wanted to but you were gussa so I didnt want to make you more gussa, I wanted to go get some but you said I cant leave" I felt like shit for saying the stuff I said

"Im sorry love, it was just in anger, ill get you some tom, does that sound okay" I asked and she nodded in my neck,

She pulled her face from my neck looking in my eyes, she looked exhausted, like she hadn't slept in forever. I caressed her cheeks smiling, I tilted her chin and gave her a quick peck on her lips pulling away

"Lets get you some food jaan" I said and she shook her head, "not hungry, I just wanna be in your arms, promise kara ki koi phi ladai ho ya argument ap essai ni karogai, mai pichlai 6 days sai soya bhi ni hu" she whispered in my neck