Bound by a baby

Chapter 24

Nandini's pov

"Nandini are you thinking about leaving me" he whispered and my eyes shot up at him,

"nandini please please mujhai nahi hoga tumharai bina please nadnini, tumhai jo saza deni hai tum do par please mujhsai dur mat jaa please. mai tumharai our arohi kai bina ni reh paunga please nandini im sorry" his voice chocked as tears made their way down his cheeks,

"Im not leaving you, I can't, I love you manik, I will never leave you" I said and he looked down, guilt was clearly visible in his eyes

"Sorry Nandini, mujhsai bohot Badi galti ho gayi hai please mujhai maf kar do please mai kuch bhi karnai ko tayar hu" he said with tears and as much as I was hurt, his tears were hurting me more, he did make a mistake and its not right but I can't hold anything against him

"Its okay mani, but you have to talk to me the next time you have such accusations and speculations, talk to me, this is how we communicate right so you have to express these insecurities to me Manik, yes I can read your mind sometimes but when you ignore me and I'm oblivious to the reason we can't figure it our na" I said wiping his cheeks and he nodded, honestly he looked like arohi when I teach her something or explain something

"Do you understand that Manik", "yes" is all he whispered looking down

"You don't have to keep thinking about it now, I forgive you but you have to promise not to ever ignore me like that" I said and he nodded, "sorry" he whispered.

I tilted his chin up and his eyes met mine, I felt horrible seeing him crying, it broke my heart. "Tum mujhai chod kar toh nahi jaogi na" he asked and I shook my head

"I can never manik, we have arguments, we fight, we cry but we make up. You and I are stuck till stars exist and till my heart is beating" I said and he evaluated my words. Once he figured out what I was saying he gently placed his head on my chest like arohi does when I get mad at her or when she is exhausted.My hands went to hair and his back caressing to comfort him but his hands didn't move at all.

"Manik mistakes happen sweetie but we cant dwell on them like this, I know it wasn't completely your fault and I understand the insecurities okay, so cheer up I cant have you sulking around all day" I kissed his head and he sighed

"I am sorry jaan sach meh tum samaj rahi ho na maine jan but kai ni kia, mai janta hu ki tum mujhsai pyar karti ho par woh", "I know, I get it sometimes it happens, but you promise right that you will come up to me and talk about it instead of ignoring me like this" I asked and he nodded in my chest

"I promise jaan" he said and I nodded "umm ek our chiz" I said and he looked up in my eyes, "anything", "soch lo anything" I said and he nodded

"I want you to cook me your favourite pasta, and I want your cards for shopping" I teased obviously not being serious and he got up confusing me, he came back a second later and put his wallet in my hands, "all yours, pura account khali kar do par mujhai maf kar do please"

"I forgive you Manik sach meh and I'm joking about the cards but pasta umm you'll help me" I said and he nodded putting his face in my chest again

"Pata hai mai kal soya bhi ni jab realize hua ki tumhai ita hurt kia maine toh bohot bura laga mujhai, nind bhi ni Ayi dar lag raha tha ki tum chali jaogi, tum na meko maro par sai gussa mat hua karo" he said and honestly if I had my eyes closed I would think arohi is talking to me

"Acha chalo ab so jaa thodhi der catch up on your sleep" I said and he giggled seriously sometimes I wonder how arohi and him are so similar, "no, I wanna spend time with you alone, arohi bhi nahi hai, I have you to myself" he said and I laughed

"You are jealous of our daughter", "no, umm yes she gets to kiss you hold you, sleep on you everyday and I don't get that" he complained making me smile

"Saturdays all ours okay, me and you since arohi goes out anyways" he looked up and smiled finally, "you wanna do things" he said and I laughed, "hahahahah seriously Manik" I couldn't stop laughing and he pouted at me

"Yes I wanna do things" I said laughing and he pulled me under him making me look at him, his eyes darkened and I knew what he wanted, "all yours manik" I whispered and a smile tugged his lips, "really, umm I mean you dont have to" he said and I giggled, "I want to" I said and that was all he needed

Lets just say the next few hours was the best way to make up for the last few days, he wasn't rough or pushy he was very patient and nice with me. He took my permission before even move he made which took my heart, he is so cute.