,,-Have you ate today?"
I ask lightly while I was reading
The vlack figure stops to look at ms
,,-Why the fuvk are you asking?"
Says one of its voice
,,-Why the hell do you stivk your nose up in my bussines?"
Says another distant one
,,-Fuck off,with your stupid questions"
Another says from a distance
I put my head deeper into the pages of my book
I swallows my tears and I bit my lips
,,-Alright,I m sorry"
And the figure leaves.
I would die and kill and make sacrifices
To have a friend like me.
I would kill and die and kill again
To have someone ask if I m okay
But I have no one asking me.
So I close my book as I go in the kitchen.
The small demon with the halo sits on my shoulder
It has my stars and my eyes.
,,-Cmmon, calm down,they re not mean!..
They just don t understand how you feel
They don t want to be bad
They just hace work on their hands"
I nod as I know that s right.
The figure picks up a spoon
,,-Cmon,eat,please!..You need it, Iris
I m begging you,just a bite.."
I take a sip of the tart.
It stays in my neck.
I look outside seing a diferent figure
One with many voices aswell
That was here a long time ago.
Doing the same thing.
I was still wishing to have a friend like me then aswell.
It sounds narcististic but it s true
,,-Because I m a friend like you"
I smile as I nod and take another bite of the food.
The figure feeds me then talks with me
I don t needs to answe,I know its question.
Then it sits me in bed as I hear screams.
I wish I had a child like me.
The figure lays me flat as it gives me my blanket
,,-Perhaps tommorow will be better..",
I take my phone from under my pillow
,,-..Tommorow comes faster if you sleep earlier!.."
I bit my lips as some tears leave my eyes
,,-...Or perhaps this is your pause"
It had my eyes and my stars
And its name was mine
But with the Z not at the start.
