Dark meets light | 1d

Friendships are made.

(Pic of Alex Radke on side bar)

Chapter 4:

For some reason I felt all my nerves for tonight's show just wash away and I was actually pumped for the performance. I don't care if Harry's going to be there or not because this is for my fans and my father not him, definitely not him. Harry doesn't know anything about me yet it's as if he's trying so hard to get something that we both know he can never have. His brown curly hair, piercing green eyes, and perfect dimpled smile has had an affect on me because a part of me doesn't want him to go away yet another pat of me wants nothing to do with him. We could never be together because we're two different people from two different worlds...like my dad said dark and light just don't mix.

I was pulled out of my thoughts due to Emily waving her hands in my face.

"Earth to Alex!" She said. "Come on! We're gonna be late!"

"Huh? Oh yeah..sorry Em." I told her. She laughed and we headed towards the van that would be taking us to the bar where the concert was held.

"Turn it up." I instructed the driver from the back seat as Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran began to play on the radio. Emily gave me a weird look like I was crazy or something.

"What?" I asked.

"You like Ed Sheeran?" She asked smiling.

"Well of course! He's like a sexy ginger god." I told her, and the van erupted with laughter.

The ride there was filled with Emily going on about what songs we were performing, what we were going to wear, if our family was going to be there and finally if Harry was going to be there. i hope he's not there is what I told her but deep, DEEP down inside I knew that I wanted him to be. Why am I feeling this way? I barely know the kid!

When we pulled up to 'Riot' me and Emily jumped out of the van and ran into the club and into our dressing rooms.

"Ready?" Em asked looking at me with a huge grin plastered on her face.

"Ready as I'll ever be." I told her. We both laughed and began to apply our make-up. After we finished we ran over to the clothes that were hanging on the rack.

"So. Much. Clothes." Emily said dramatically with a giant smile on her face.

" I know! I love it!" I added.

"This is perfect!" Emily said pulling out a dress covered in white skulls and had a black belt around the waist, the dress was strapless and was probably going to end mis thigh but I had to admit it was pretty darn cute.

"Go put it on its perfect for you!" I told her pushing her towards her side of the room.

"Don't look!" She told me.

"Trust me, I won't." She threw a pillow at me with caused us both to laugh

I was pushing back clothes trying to find the perfect thing to wear for tonight when finally I came across a pair of white ripped skinny jeans, a tank with a gold tiger on the front of it, my favorite belt with bullets around it, a pair of black TOMS and a black beanie to top it all of.

After changing me and Emily walked over to the full lengthens mirror and check ourselves out.

"We look hot." She stated. "Harry won't be able to keep his hands of you!" She winked.

"Ha ha yeah no." I said sarcastically.

"Come on Alex your not telling me that you don't find Harry slightly attractive?" She asked.

I'm not going to lie Harry was quite fit but still he wasn't my type. "Yeah he's cute but like I have said for the hundredth time hes. Not. My. Type." I told her.