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The Argument

Alex's POV

"Your dating Zayn?? And he stripped for you?!" Harry shouted.

I looked around the room wide eyed, Emily cleared her throat awkwardly, "Me and Niall are just gonna go to bed. ." He grabbed Niall's hand and pulled him through the hall leaving me, Zayn and Harry alone in the living room.

"I-It's not what you think. ." I stuttered.

Harry scoffed, "Not what I think huh?" He threw the magazine at me and it landed on my lap. On the cover there was a picture of Zayn on my lap from the bachelorette party.

I began to laugh but I noticed I was the only one laughing so I stopped quickly. "This was just for fun, Harry." I smiled remembering that night.

"Your not denying your relationship." Harry pointed out.

"Because there's nothing TO deny Harry." I tell him standing up from my previous seat next to Zayn on the couch.

"So you guys are like a thing now right?" Harry said with anger in his voice.

"Yes, yes we are. .and it's sad to say but I literally have never been happier." I admit. I can just see the pain in Harry's eyes and I instantly regret what I said.

"Your forgetting what he did to you, Alex." Harry scoffed.

My eyes widened and my eye brows scrunched, "Are you kidding me? Are you fucking kidding me!" I shout. "Are you forgetting what you did to me Harry? Because let me tell you I will never forget. I always think about it. I think about the worst experience in my life, I think about the baby I lost, the tears that I shed, and the pain that YOU caused." Tears are streaming down my cheeks.

"So. Much. Pain, Harry." I say through gritted teeth.

Zayn places a hand on my shoulder put I shrug it off, I'm too angry and I don't want to go off on him.

"I have never been more humiliated in my life. .i felt used. I felt weak and disgusting. I told myself everyday that everything and everyone will be better off without me because they don't need a whore like me in there life. I still fear that any guy who comes near me is going to do exactly what you did to me, you ruined my life. YOU ruined me and YOU did this to me." I sob, but I hold my ground. I don't know where this new found confidence is coming from but I like it.

Harry walked up to me and towered over me, my body tensed.

"I'm. . . I'm so sorry, Alex...I never meant for this to happen." He whispered.

Without thinking I raised my hand and slapped Harry hard across the face causing his head to turn to the side.

"I guess I deserved that." He said raising a hand up to his face.

"You don't know how long I have been wanting to do that." I whispered harshly, "I think it's time for you to leave." I huff, not being able to handle any more.

"Alex...please don't." Harry pleaded.

"Harry, mate, just go okay." Zayn said placing a hand on Harry's shoulder.

Harry looked at me with tearful eyes, he mouthed "I love you." And kissed my forehead gently, I flinched at his touch, ''forever'' he whispered.

I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding in. "G-Goodbye H-Harry." I stuttered.

He shrugged Zayn's hand off and walked out of the house.

Zayn walked up to me and placed a hand up to my cheek caressing it before wrapping his arms around me in a protective hug. I nuzzled my head deeper into his chest and sobbed, sobbed and sobbed and sobbed as he rubbed my head in a way to calm me.

"I-I'm s-sorry Z-Zayn.." I sniffle.

"Why are you sorry, love? Don't be sorry none of this is your fault." He hugged me tighter.

"I love you. . ." I whispered into his chest.

"You have no idea how much I love you, Alex." He kissed the top of my head.

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I know it's short but here's your update guys!! Hope you like it! I love writing this story like me and Em are literally addicted to it! Haha:P

-Myra xx.