Dark meets light | 1d

Secrets Discoverd

Emily's POV

Harry shows up as soon as possible, even though its almost 9:00 at night. I ask Alex if she wants me to stay, she says no, as the walk into her room and shut the door. She in one heck of a situation. Niall smiles at me, and says "well darling I think we should get packing since we leave soon." I nod, still thinking back to Alex and Harry.

We walk into our room, it feels so weird to think that it's "our" room. I thought I would be that crazy old rocker with billions of tattoos and sixty-four cats. But no I found my love, turns out he's an Irish pop star, who would have guessed?Niall's voice brings me back to focus helping me put things in my bag. I tell him to stop and ill do it. He smirks, saying "you don't want me to see your unmentionables do you?" Laughing at his own joke. I just say yes, but that's not the real reason. He says "come on let me help! I won't steal them, or keep them, or even touch them if you don't want me too." I just say fine, hoping that I can keep my secret. Niall's folding my shirts look at everyone, saying "ohh this ones cute ooohh or this one is sexy!" He saying it like a preteen girl. I'm just laughing as Niall pulls something out of my drawer. he looks at it, examining it. I realize that he found my secret.

Realizing what they are, he goes wide eye and looks shocked. He's just looking at my stash of razor blades like its something so rare. He looks at me, and says "angel why do you still have these?" Raising his voice he says "do you still use them? Hmmm do you still harm yourself? Why? Do you want to leave me again?" These questions catch me off guard. I stumble back wards, almost falling but Niall catches me and sets me on the ground. He sits down next to me. He says "let me see where." I nodded as he pulled up my arm warmers, just my scars from my attempt of suicide. I smile on the inside thinking he won't check anywhere else. The he says "stand up" with that he lifts my skirt to look at my thighs, seeing all the ugly gashes I've caused. He looks at me with tears and kisses them, then kissing my wrists. He stands up and pulls me close, towering over me. He looks into my eyes, "please angel I'm begging you don't harm your beautiful body. I love you the way you are. All the hate is because we are happy, and they're jealous. Please Emily stay here with me, no more cuts no more crying no more suicide, no more being alone. I will always be here. I don't want to see this anymore." He finishes as tears are flowing from his eyes.i wipe them away as he wipes mine away. I smile, "I like your smile better then your tears, let me see that more" he says as he smiles.

We take the bag of razor blades and throw them out one by one. Each one thrown away, I get a kiss on my nose. The last one, Niall pulls me in for a big hug and a deep, long, passionate kiss. We finish packing my cloths, then Niall's. we sit on the bed together, watching tv. I smile to myself, knowing I have nothing to worry about, I have my prince, I have Alex,and I have my music. I love this, laying in his arms. I ask Niall to sing to me. He smiles and pulls out his guitar, and starts to sing "home" by Philip Philips. I love when he sings. I smile while he sings to me. When he's done he kisses me. We get settled for bed, I'm wearing black spandex, and a tank. Niall is wearing shorts, and no shirt. I have no idea why he's shirtless, but I don't mind. He pulls me in close, and I can feel the heart radiating from his skin. I like it, I feel safe. He plays with my hair, then I hear him start to snore. I giggle a little, and kiss his nose. He smiles in his sleep. I smile the fall asleep in his arms. I think to myself "no more cutting". I'm excited for the tour even though Alex may not be. I have my music, my prince, and my best friend. These thoughts swarm, as I fall into a blissful sleep, with Niall holding me.

How will the tour go?

How are Harry and Alex going to work out?

Will the tour be cut short?

How's it going to be sharing a tour bus with 5 boys?

More coming soon!

XOXOXO

Emily :D