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We'll be Fine Part 2

Alex's POV

"She'a in critical condition, but she's recovering at a slow pace. Just be glad you found her when you did." The Doctor smiled at us sympathetically, he patted Niall on the shoulder and walked back over to we're the nurses stood.

"I can't believe this is happening." Niall murmured into his hands as he sat down.

"Niall, she'll be fine..I promise." I sat next to him and began to rub circles on his back.

"How can you be sure?" He looking over at me with tearful eyes and a puppy dog look.

I embraced him in a hug, he just looked so weak, scared, confused, and most of all hurt.

"Because Emily always makes it through these things." I whispered just loud enough for him to hear me

"Wait!" He shouted as he stood up. "This has happened before?!"

I stood up also, "Niall, lower your voice we're in a hospital not a playground." I whispered harshly.

"I don't give a shit!" He shouted again. "Tell me Alex, has Emily done this before?!"

Niall was practically in my face now, you could practically see the steam coming out of him ears. I looked over at Harry because now I was officially scared of what Niall might do, due to all this anger.

Harry gripped his shoulder and pushed him away from me.

"Niall stop. Your scaring Alex." Harry told Niall in a hush tone.

Niall shook his head and rubbed his temples with the back of his hands. He fell to the floor and brought his knees to his chest.

I ran over to him and hugged him tightly, "shhh Niall everything's going to be okay shhh" I whispered into his ear. He began to relax and I even built up the strength to lift him up and put him in a chair well with the help of Harry.

We sat there for a good 15 minutes and my stomach began to grumble.

"Hey guys I'm hungry so I'm gonna go to the vending machine or something." I told them standing up everyone shook there head in agreement except for Zayn who stood up along with me.

"I'm hungry also, I'll walk with you." He said in a relaxed tone. I nodded and began to walk ahead of him.

"Alex.." He was right besides me now and we were turning the corner to where the vending machines were.

"Mhm?" I asked putting my dollar in for a bag of Doritos.

"About the kiss.."

"No, Zayn, tonight's not about us..it's about my best friend who's in the hospital. Not a dumb kiss that probably didn't even mean anything."

He looked at me with wide eyes, "A dumb kiss that didn't mean anything, huh?" He stepped closer to me, exactly like Niall he towered over me making me feel weak. And I never feel weak in situations like this, why is everyone doing this to me?

"Zayn, you know what I mean.." I turned around and grabbed my chips from the slot, I began to walk away and Zayn followed.

I stopped, "aren't you going to get anything?" I asked.

"No, why?" He asked.

"Don't you think there gonna wonder why you went to the vending machine to get food and come back with nothing?" I asked.

"They didn't have what I want." He winked at me and walked back to our friends. What the-

"Are you a Ms. Alex Radke?" Someone asked from behind me. I turned around to see a perky older nurse.

"Yes, that's me." I smiled.

"She wants to see you." She smiled warmly.

I grinned widely, "okay! I'll go get the other boys an-"

"Only you." She said.

"Oh, okay."

We walked through the big doors and made our way down the white wall passing by many rooms. The sound of coughing and light crying filled the room. Not gonna lie but hospitals scare the shit out of me.

"Right in here." The nurse smiled opening the door allowing me to enter.

I closed it behind me and made my way to the side of the bed were a sleeping Emily laid.

"Hey, Em." I whispered as I brushed a steam of hair out of her face.

Her eye lashes fluttered a couple times till she focused on me and smiled.

"Alex.." She whispered, her smile faded. "I'm sorry.."

"Don't be sorry it's not your fault." I told her.

"All of this is my fault..." Small tears began to fall down her cheeks.

"Emily, when has anything like this been your fault? Sometimes we don't always make the right decisions but have you realized that there is always someone there to save you in the end." I told her as tears began to fall down my face as well.

"We'll maybe I don't want to be saved." She whispered, closing her eyes.

"Don't talk like that to me..ever."

Is he okay?" She asked looking at me.

"Niall?" She nodded, "he's pretty shaken up..you really did scare him Em."

"I know..I want to see him, I'm just to embarrassed right now."

"It's okay Emily, take your time..get some rest." I kissed her forehead and she nodded. I took one last look at her and closed the door.

"Thank you." I nodded to the nurse that led me to Emily's room.

When I got back to the boys Louis was sleeping on Liam's shoulder and Niall was passed out on Zayn's lap. But Harry was nowhere in sight.

"Harry went to the bathroom if that's who your looking for, love." Zayn said in a cold way.

"I wasn't LOOKING for anyone." I snapped back as I took a seat next to Liam.

"Everything..alright?" Liam asked looking between the both of us.

"Yeah fine.." I smile at him. My eyes began to feel heavy and I leaned my head against Liam's other shoulder as I drifted off into sleep. The last thing I saw was Zayn intensely staring at me with a hurt expression on his face.

What have I done? I asked myself.

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Another sad Chapter....sorry guuyys!

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