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We'll Be Alright

Zayn's POV

My head has been pounding all day, I only remember parts of what happened last night. I only remember kissing Alex, seeing Harry, and feeling pain in almost every part of my body.

"Do I have to do this?" I asked Liam as we walked into the bus.

"Yes, Zayn, you need to apoligize." Liam told me gripping my shoulder and guiding me into the bus.

Alex, Harry, Emily, and Niall weren't home but Louis was. He was playing video games in the living area.

He looked over at me and paused his game, "Zayn, how are you doing, mate?" He asked standing up and embracing me in a hug.

"I'm fine, Lou." I laughed hugging him back.

Just then we heard a few car doors from outside. Louis looked at me with sincere eyes and patted me on the shoulder as he exited the room. Liam mirrored his action.

"Good luck, mate." Liam whispered to me before leaving.

I took in a deep breath and then the door opened revealing a stunning Alex holding a couple of bags in her hands. Emily walked through the door and smiled at me.

"Hey Zayn! Haven't talked to you in awhile." She smiled. I nodded.

"I know, it's crazy." Was all I could say.

"Well if you need someone to talk to I'm always here." She smiled and walked back to the bunks with Niall.

"Alex.." I took a step towards her reaching out my hand but Harry stepped in front of her.

"Zayn I-" Harry cut her off.

"If your just going to stand there and say nothing, then feel free to leave." Harry growled.

Wow that was harsh.

"Haz, listen, I'm sorry..I didn't know what I was thinking.." I told him.

"Don't apoligize to me." He scoffed, "Apoligize to, Alex."

I looked over to Alex, her small hands fisted the back of Harry's T shirt. My heart fell into my stomach as he looked at me with fearful eyes.

"Alex, no, please..don't be scared of me, I didn't mean to hurt you, I wasn't thinking clearly..I know I say this a lot but I'm sorry. I'm truly, truly sorry. Please forgive me." I pleaded.

"Zayn.." Alex took a step towards me and placed a hand on my cheek, "I understand." She whispered.

"I love you." I admitted in a whisper so only she would hear me.

"I feel that way too, just not in the same way." My heart fell once again.

I pulled away, "why?" My voice cracked and tears threatened to spill.

"I love Harry, Zayn." She told me.

"Why can't I have you? This isn't fair..Harry always gets what he wants." I whispered to her angrily. "I will have you Alex..one way..or another." I grabbed my jacket and keys and slammed the bus door behind me.

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Alex's POV

"He's been gone for 3 hours Harry! How the hell are you NOT worried?!" I threw my hands in the air as I paced back and forth in the bus.

"Alex! calm down he'll be fine, I promise." Harry told me in a calm voice.

"You can't promise anything Harry because you have no idea were he is!" I was getting very angry at this point.

Harry was about to say something but was interrupted by his phone ringing.

"Hello?" He answered, "yeah, this he. Yes. He's my friend. When? Where? How? Is he alright? Where is he now? Okay. Okay. Yes. Fine. I'm on my way!"

He hung up his phone and called for the rest of the guys to come into the living room.

"Harry what's wrong??" I asked, he ignored me.

"Why are you yelling, Haz?" Louis asked rubbing his temple with the back of his hand.

"We need to get to the hospital. Now." Harry said as he grabbed the keys from the hook.

"Why?" Niall asked.

"It's Zayn, he's been in an accident." Harry said, his tone sound almost guilty.

My heart felt like it jumped into my throat.

Zayn was in the hospital.

He had been in an accident.

Because of me.

He's hurt because if me.

What have I done?

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-Myra.x